first things first, my name is amanda. i took my first breath on august twenty ninth nineteen ninety two. i go to roy c. ketcham senior high school. i have aim msn yahoo and facebook. my thoughts run fast but i keep up with them for the most part. i am usually a really strong person unless you find my weaknesses and push my buttons. i am a pretty decent person i guess you can say. when i deal with my emotions, they come fast and hard. i'd like to say i dont trust easily, but sometimes i unfortunatly do which ends up in bad situations. i hate this overrated, cliche saying of 'my friends are everything' but they really are. i like to see people for who they really are and not what they come off as. i've learned that you have to keep who you have close to you, and let the negative things out.

nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down,smoke it in, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances and never have regrets, because at one point everything you did was exactly what you wanted. hard times are what make or break you. i'm content with my life. there are some things that could be better but i accept them. i don't need you to come into my life and fuck it all up, so please don't. Im not perfect no one is. i have flaws just like everyone else. perfection is an expectation no one will ever meet. i'm sick of people trying to walk all over me so from now on I don't take shit from anyone.

you know that girl that people think is stuck up and hate on at first glance because every time she steps into a room, she has this allure of confidence about herself, but once you get to know her, she's really not that bad? well i don't exactly fit right into that category. you can't always judge a book by its cover. i love going out and having fun, but that doesn't mean i don't have a brain or goals in life. whether its dancing, drawing, writing, rocking out, singing, shopping, or even being alone by myself, i'll make the most of any situation and have fun doing it. i love making new friends.

i am not looking for my prince charming, because there is this one guy that i am in love with and he knows it. i live by my own beliefs morals and values, and apparently most people don't respect that. i'm not much, but im something. i'm not the smartest, or the prettiest, i'm not particularly good at anything, but at least im a grateful person. i don't always make sense, and i dont have to. as long as it seems right in my mind then it makes sense. you can debate me for hours, but im stubborn your not gonna make me budge. whatever my opinion is it's right, at least for me. so dont bother trying to force things on me. please dont try to tell me im not who i am. i think i know that better than you. however i act is based on how my heart tells me to act. i'm as real as real comes.

whatever i say here is probably insignificant anyway, so i pretty much wasted all my time here. i have a mind of a five year old. if you don't like me, you can get down on your knees and deep-throat my nine inch.