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I figure that nothing I write personally is going to come close to any sort of satisfactory self analysis. That's your job, and I'll be damned if I'm going to do it for you...
So consider this more a rambling chain of thought rather than an accurate personal statement - and forgive me if I go a little off message. The only way I actually managed to coerce this out of myself was simply to sit here and write without thinking. Edits will come, I assure you. So firstly. My name is Arran; currently 21 years of age, currently living on the Isle of Wight, a place I feel such a duality for it's almost schizophrenic. I wouldn't go so far to say that I'm happy here, but content would certainly be fitting. I would like to say here that I'm a writer by trade.. Although in retrospect to be a writer, you have to be able to write. I am currently at a stage in my life where I am rendered mentally impotent by my own game of mental Jenga, but as soon as I've got something on paper which doesn't make me want to screech with rage and tear out my own eyeballs, here - it will be hosted. I'm here to make friends as much as I'm here to be challenged over my points of view - In fact. I'm just here to meet people, what happens from there on is entirely your choice. I live music, and please don't take that as a type-o. I love music, but in essence, I live it. The closest I have come to pure spiritual harmony has come through audible vibrations, as well as my darkest moments - encapsulating my over-whelming tide of emotions has become something of a life long quest. Albeit one I revel in. I will never tire of hearing new music, just as I will never tire of hearing the classics which have sculpted my life. As a person, I am introvert. Life has taught me the hard way to have complete self restraint - but the internet is something I cannot take into account, and if - after reading this you find me to be a different person to how I seem, I can only apologise - as aforementioned I sometimes suffer from a less than balanced personality; mood swings, mania, self indulgent delusions, depression, pre-mature enlightenment. I've got the whole range, and I must say sometimes it's almost refreshing to wake up some mornings as a completely different person. Although in hindsight, it's usually just a pain in the arse. I think that's enough of that for now. I can only hope that you haven't judged me as some sort of self absorbed scumbag, as much as I can only hope that you might be encouraged to get in contact, I am - after all. Only human. At least, I think so :) |
