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Hi, my name is JT, it stands for Jessica Taylor. It's pretty rad, I know. I'm just your typical teenager. Okay, maybe not "typical", but I do enjoy most typical teenager activities. Music is my passion, but by no means would I call it my life. That's going a little too far, wouldn't you say? I enjoy nearly all the differnt styles of music, at least the ones I have been exposed to, and it's rare for me to find a band who doesn't have at least one song I really love. I don't dislike music for being mainstream though. Just because music has exposure doesn't make it any worse than music that no one has heard of. Like every typical teenager, I enjoy a little mischief every once and a while. It's not that I go looking for trouble, but it always manages to find me as I'm sure it finds the rest of the world. I've done drugs, but nothing too extreme. I've gotten drunk, but not on a regular basis. It's just not my thing. I smoke cigarettes. If you don't like that, tough, because if I can't even quit for myself, I sure as hell can't quit for you. I'm ADHD to the max, and frankly I don't care if you believe in it or not, because if the medication works, I really could care less if it's just acting as a placebo. I'm also Bi-polar, but no, I'm not going to flip out on you at the drop of a hat. At least not without good reason. That's what they make medication for. I go through friends pretty fast, and I regret it. I tend to fuck people over, and I hate myself for it. It's not that it's hard for me to make friends, it's hard for me to make them last. I change so much, mainly because I'm still immature as crap, and that makes it hard for me to find similarities with the people I once had so much in common with. I'm socially retarded, as people like to remind me so much. It's hard for me to start a conversation if it doesn't somehow pertain to myself. I worry too much about what people think of me, and I'm paranoid with no good reason. If you see me walking to my table in the lunch room, or see me walking around at a show, my eyes probably are death-locked onto the ground. I'm so afraid to make eye contact because I feel like if I can't see them, they can't see me. Don't question my warped logic. I get upset pretty easily, and I don't try to hide it. If you see this happen, don't ask if I'm alright or if I'm upset, this will just make me explode in either (a) tears, or (b) rage. Neither of these is a good thing. I'm pretty good at pissing people off. It's not that I get off on it or something, it just seems to be one of my "many talents". For those of you who don't get mad easily, just talk to me for a couple of months, it's bound to happen. That about sums me up, if you have any questions, just message me. I'm not shy. |
