panicattackitssteph

The name is Stephanie. Suck on it. I live eat and breathe MUSIC. I live in the historic state of Virginia. Richmond Virginia to be exact. Go downtown at night. You'll get shot for fun. Yeah it's not the safest place in the world. I also love reading and writing. I'm a nerd like that ^_^. Don't judge mee! I can explain my life in two words...family and friends. You fuck with them your digging your own grave. DO NOT to fuck with them. Trust me and I'll trust you. As for my opinion I'll give it to you but I won't be a bitch about it. I don't believe in organized religion. Everyone has their own faith and their own god. My iPod is one of my many life supports I take it EVERYWHERE. Except in water because that would go over like a fart in church. Though they do make head phones that are waterproof. INEEDTHOSE. I believe in screaming your heart out and I live by Never regret something that once made you smile. There is nothing better than jumping, moshing, and singing your heart out with hundreds to thousands of people that love the people on the stage as much as you has to be one of the best feelings in life. I like funky colors. Neon Green, electric orange, yellow, bright blue. I don't have a problem standing out in a crowd. But I love me some dark colors. Judge me, I'll prove you wrong. Tell me what to do, I'll tell you off. Say I'm not worth it & watch where I end up. Call me a bitch & I'll show you one. Screw me over & I'll come back twice as bad. Call me crazy; you have no idea. Why act mature? I've got the rest of my life for that..Tomorrows yesterday is todays brightest moment. I believe that; Life is measured not by how many breaths you take, but by how many moments take your breath away. I'm a pessimist and I know it. And I hate it but thats who I am. Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. It's about learning to dance in the rain! I think we all know no one dies a virgin, Life screws us all. Sometimes I build walls not to block out people but to see who cares enough to knock them down. Just because I smile doesn't mean that I'm happy, because it takes one smile to cover a million tears. I think when life gives us a hundred reasons to cry, we need show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. I have red hair and I LOVE IT. But it also comes with stubbornness, and some anger. And yes. I'm still trying to get the damn hot pink out of it. It wasent Jack and I's smartest idea. I watch Horror movies like a druggie pops pills. It's very rare to find me without a notebook, sketch book, book, and form of music on me. Seriously dood. If I am check me for a temperature I MUST be sick. I get cranky and moody when I'm sick. I get stressed out a lot and I have panic attacks hence the nick-name Panic.