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Something You Should Know About Me
I'm a human being like everyone else. I cry, I laugh. I wonder. I wish. I hate. I dream. I smile. I trust. I love. I hope.
I just live my life being myself and no one else. A unique girl. That's what I am and I can prove it to you. You won't ever meet anyone like me
throughout your lifetime <--- I mean it.
I'm young. I can't wait to see what happens next
in my future. I'm single but sadly I don't believe in love anymore. My theory is that people fall in love with the good things they know about thier partner
but once they uncover the true side of them, they gradually fall out of love. Hopefully i'll learn to believe in it again. One not so good thing about me is that I don't know how to let go.
I've never leanred to
give up on something that my heart truly wants. I also don't understand half the things that take place in my life. Wish i did but I don't. I go through life
with many ups and downs. I try to be strong most of the time but at some point I just break down. Whatever though.
If it's not okay, I know it's not the end. Life just takes it own path and ends up the way its suppose to. I miss my best friend who understood me
completely, way too much. No one knew how attached we were to eachother. I love you. I go on in life
believing honesty and a
free spirit is most important. I'm independent. Always have been ever since i was little. It doesn't take much to make me smile.
I smile and laugh all the time. I'm just full of genuine happiness. But there are times where I hide my sadness. That's when
a few people who know me very well can tell that somethings wrong. I give fifty percent in a relationship and expect fifty percent back. I dislike people
who are not original and lie way too much. It's stupid to get caught up in your own lies. Be yourself.
Don't take someone elses identity. It's not fair to. I love fashion. I like to
draw a lot. I also like to sing, dance, shop and cuddle especially. I like to feel loved. If you hate me, then
don't talk shit behind my back. Say it to my face.
I can handle your honesty. Don't ever lie to me because you think the truth will hurt me. It will hurt more if you choose to do it that way. I've been through a lot of pain.
Some of it taught me to be stronger but the other part of it just showed me theres no point in trying. All i know how to do now is not give a fuck
about anything.
I'm not even close to perfect as much as you might think i am. I have my own flaws
in life but I like who I've become. I won't change for you. EVER. even if you try to change me. I'm complex. I'm random. I'm open and non-judgemental.
I'm slow most of the time but I find myself to be intelligent. I have short term memory loss but my long term memory
is perfectly fine. Most people don't understand me. Sometimes I don't even understand myself or what im doing. I get stressed out pretty easily.
Hate it though. I wish I can find someone real in this world but unfortunately I don't even think people like that exist.
Sometimes i wish I can escape reality but thats not a possibility.
Everyday I think about things iv'e done wrong and i wish i could go back in time. But then again I wouldn't be where i am if it wasn't
for the mistakes ive made and the obstacles I have overcome. The people I've let walk into my life and the people I've allowed
to walk out. Theres a reason why they didn't stay. I just know that everything happens for a reason. I wait for my life to slowly fall into the
right place and until then I believe that life is life. It's like a game no one can beat. We all die in the end anyways.
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