| We have touched for the last time,You are long gone, Inlove with some1 eles i now fear nothing but life its self, and i have learned that liveing is only a slow way to die, i dont not bleave in life or any love anymore. The joys i feel are the joys of emptyness, i hate my self for loveing you. The fear that i feel night after night has turned into a disease no1 can see the emptyness in my eyes. To escape life its self now seems the only solution. I can not imagine happyness without your beautiful smile, your anglelic face and your wonderful body and your good heart. you are everything i am nothing, I want to die but realy i am already dead............. |
