a sinner, yet a saint; a believer, yet i doubt. i'm a living contradiction. obedient, though I rebel; individualistic, nevertheless i conform. surely i'm not the only one? i'm pro-life, and chew tobacco; independent, despite relying on external approval. does that make me a hypocrit? an extrovert, albeit i rarely have time to go out; i'll fill a glass half full, yet look at it half empty. i'm really not pessimistic. i love photography, don't consider myself a photographer; i thrive off music, even if i'm not a musician. some of my friends are musicians. i feel we should stop world hunger - i eat all the time. i despise materialistic people, though i can't live without my expensive toys. as you can see, the internal isn't reflected through the external, and vica-versa. But wtf dudes and dudettes?...i'm just trying to figure this thing called life out. care to join me?