"Panic Holds Me Like A Gun."
I've come to realize that life's not all about going out, drinking and smoking pot anymore. One day, you need to grow the fuck up, and learn that all it's ever going to do for you, is turn you into a loser. I've grown so much in the passed few years, and I've really surprised myself. I've accomplished a lot that I never thought I could, or would do, and I've realized that I don't need someone by my side to make me happy. I have my son, and he's what I'm living for. Not some stupid boy who's just looking for some 'fun' in his life, or friends who just keep on pretending that they're going to always be there for you. Drama seems to rotate around me a lot, but I've also learned not to let it get to me anymore. People don't deserve my sympathy or time, and if they're one of the lucky people that I give my heart and soul to, and end up ruining it by fucking me over, it's okay. Life goes on, and I'll just life it moment by moment. I don't need you in my life, so don't think I'll care when one day you just walk away. There's a few wonderful people already in my life as it is, and I'll take what I can get, because it makes me happy, and makes me, me.
My name's Casey, but a lot of people seem to enjoy calling me Mousie. I'm nineteen years old, and I have a beautiful baby boy named Jayce. He's two. I also have two daughters, who, are cats, and their names are Bobaby and Nel. They're all I could ask for, and they make me feel that even on the rainiest days, the sun will always shine. I'm single, once again.
Love just isn't my thing, I guess. I live in Riverhead, NY, and I have all my life. My friends are amazing, the few that I have, and I wouldn't trade them for anything. I'm probably one of the shortest people you'll ever meet, and the most random, seeing as I have a crazy case of ADD. I'm also dyslexic from time to time, which I don't understand. I'm awesome in English, and I love writing poetry. I'm currently enlisted in the US Navy, and I'll be shipping out sometime in August. I'm a life-long lover of Harry Potter, Anime, Emo Glasses and Animals. Reading isn't usually my style, but if a book catches my attention, that's all I'll do for days. I'm never scared to speak my mind, or tell someone that they piss me off sometimes, so I'll always be honest with you, whether I like what you're doing or not. I'm not a hateful bitch, I'm a lover. I don't make enemies, and I try and make friends, so, all-in-all, I'd like to think I make a great friend, even if I talk about creepy and disturbing things sometimes. My favorite word is "Dick", so you'll probably hear me say it constantly. Gears of War is my all time favorite video game, which means I might just kick your ass if you play with me. Energy drinks make my world go 'round, as do Marlboro Smooth cigarettes. I'm constantly changing my style of clothes, hair, and make-up, but nobody ever seems to NOT recognize me. I guess it's because I'm just so cute and cuddly. I'm 75% Irish, and I wouldn't have it any other way. My dream is to one day own a castle in Dublin, and have my own pub, so all the Irish ladies and Gents can have a drink. ;] My favorite color is Lime Green, and many of the other eye burning colors this wonderful world has. Music keeps me sane, and so does playing Gaia Slots. Want to know more about me? Message me, or IM me on AurorMousie. I have the same name for everything. ;o!.
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