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hi rachel
i know youre mad at me. i dont how to to begin. i know apologising isint enough. i can see your anger and frustration already(me being blocked)
but i will say wadever i can. im sorry for all the shit i put you through. im sorry that my mom insulted your mom and you as such, directly or indirectly. im sorry this had to turn out like this. you have all right to hate me and not talk to me anymore. i know how to feels to be in your position, its happened to me too.
but i talked to that fren yesterday, and i finally understood the pain she went throu when i pushed her away. she had no control over wad shit that happened between us. it is a helpless situation.
but i understand, the best way to stay out of people's shit is to not be associated with them anymore. and i respect that decision, if that is what you choose. i know i hurt you, and i accept my punishment. but i never ever wanted to cause you any harm. that would be a sin, for me. my friends, especially you, are my life. i live to be with you and the others everyday. youre my only source of motivation.
if this is the last time you want to speak to me again, then i wish you a happy life. i will always care for you, i never want to break your heart
love
ayesha
: racheehomicide
