I live my life according to my mind's prospective. I don't bother with foolishness, and I never dwell on negativity. People that know me will tell you that even deadly mushrooms have a silver lining with me. I don't see the point in justifying my thoughts, a lot less forcing them on anyone else. I am a full believer in God, but I will never push my faith on anyone. My mind is a giant web of confusion, that sometimes even I don't understand myself. I can change my opinions on everything in a single second, it's your right as a human with a functioning brain. I smoke, I drink, and I'm most likely digging myself into an early grave. I'm a horrible insomniac, but who needs sleep? I can do that when I'm dead. I can be the most complex and complicated girl you will ever come across, but once you've figured me out you'll fall in love with me. I keep my friends very close to my heart because I consider them somewhat of a treasure. It's difficult to find a good friend these days, and I feel extremly blessed to have all of mine. I've worked hard to be where I stand today, and I'm only growing stronger. I'm working on finding a huge solution, something to make us all come together. Call me a dreamer, but it's what my heart beleve's in. And I'm going to live my every day like it's my last, my heart's every wish will be fulfilled. Because I've earned it, because I deserve it. Finally, I have a peaceful state of mind.
Aiden Riley O'Farlien. My Puddle.
No matter how I put this, or what words I choose to place they won't suffice. I'll never be able to fully make you understand just how much you really mean to me. Then again, I do know you understand because I know your feelings are the exact same as mine. We've been together for so long, and we've had our moments but I've always told everyone a long the way that you and I are soulmates. And we're still here, still very much in love. Still very much for one another. Sometimes I don't want to take my eyes off you, in fear you'll slip away. This summer was starting to get intolerable without you, but you made it back for me just in the nick of time. My heart and my mind was entirely with you day after day, in hopes you'd just be alright. No one can put a smile on my face the way you do. There's not a single other soul on this Earth that can send tingles down my spine just by hearing the love in your voice everytime you say you love me. You're my entire world, my everything. You have been since day one, and you will be until I take my very last breath. I'm so in love with you it makes people jealous. I mean. "sick". Bunny and Puddle for life, yes? I think so.
November 14, 2005- Forever.
I swear if I could draw a white line in the sand.
It would mean together, forever, that we could hold hands.
Yet beneath the lighted up opaque false front
There lies a darkened dream awakened by the hunt
This could be great, dear, the highlight of a century
Or this could be a downfall, the biggest downfall of
you and me
If only, oh if only the ice didn’t freeze over my
thoughts
I would think clearly, the most clearest as once I was taught.
The day you, with a straight face and dry eyes can tell me I mean nothing to you,
Is the day I swear I’ll never love again.
And with painstaking steps to break haste and break hearts
I’ll walk away without a word
The last time anyone will have heard
It would be the very last of me.
I watched the flickering film run across your face,
Your clasping hands holding tight to me as they run
across the lace
Its been so long now, is there really a world outside?
I remember when I found you, us both looking in the same place to hide
The color of the stamp is fading as I hold it in my hand,
This fair note I clutch is our loves fate less brand,
The flame flickers and burns brightly as it closes in
My lungs stop breathing, my eyes are closing, letting
the flames win
Lets be forever and always.
Lets just be forever and always.
Will we be forever and always?
Please can I be yours, forever and always?
You bet your ass, baby.
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