Not exactly sure. Looking at the world with cigarette burned lenses isn't that easy. Hard to read sometimes, so one with this frame of mind often reads way too much into things to the point where a presented middle finger may look like an inviting gesture. Misunderstandings are common...so...I will clean the lenses...and step back. Though it is hard. Maybe we need new lenses... Looking for new inspiration. Perhaps. Certainly looking for people who would easier understand my frame of mind and not be terrified of it. Maybe some friends to go WoWing with? Also, not here for mind games. Some people like to do that, and I am sure they are part of the conspiracy of the 12 galaxies that Frank Chu talks about. They look like aliens too. Not like regular humans at all. It's 4:20 time.

being an art bum, reclusive crazy dog/cat lady in a male's body, painting, sketching, playing music, literature, PC games, history, wargames, chess, composition

Mansfield Park, Stalingrad, Downfall, All Quiet on the Western Front, Hell's Angels, the Aviator, Sid and Nancy, Naked Lunch, the Source, Three Songs of Lenin, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Corpse Bride, Urgh! a Music War, Control, East of Eden, Rebel Without a Cause, Nico Icon, the Great Dictator, Ed Wood, White Zombie, the Aviator, Pan's Labyrinth, the Nightmare Before Christmas <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/HFoxueteXtY&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param></object>

Dr. Who, Star Trek, History Channel Ovation channel

old school punk/new wave, synthpop, ambient music, ragtime, classical music, honky tonk, blues, military marches, classic chinese pop music, turkish musics, jazz musics, R&B, soul, whatever the hell suits my mood, decent pop musics are ok

coffees, multilingual artists, progressive liberal non-conformists, nice people, basically the minority of society as a whole

treacherous fuckers, misogyny, racism, fascism, stubbornness on my part and others, counter-productivity, hate, sleaze, paranoia, depression