i am constantly being hurt and i don't know why Guys i thought cared... actually gave a shit decide to rip my heart out, stomp on it, cut it to ribbons, put it in a blender, eat half of it, give half of the other half to dogs, and burn the rest. why doesn this always happen to me? even if we were just friends they hurt me why? what did i do wrong? WHAT?! TELL ME!! i never hurt anyone, i don't eat animals because i love them, and i don't know what i could have possibly don't to deserve this pain! *screams to the skies* WHY AM I CURSED!! WHY CAN'T I JUST DIE! MAKE THIS PAIN STOP!! I'M AFRAID TO CUT MYSELF AFRAID TO DO DRUGS SO WHY DO I FEEL PAIN!!!? WHY WHY WHY!!! I WANT THE PAIN TO STOP WHY WON'T IT STOP!! OH GOD THAT DOES NOT EXIST WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME!!
I am Here for:
friends mostly to watch Matthew Lush because Gay God is MY god but now i never get to watch so yeah and met a few kewl people
Hobbies:
guitar, shopping, friends, colorguard, music
Favorite TV Shows:
well i really like FUSE and everything on there and VH1 and I LOVE LOGO!!!!
Favorite Music:
go listen to SOME of it here on my pro but those are only some of artists i like, i don't have all of my MP3 files up there and my VERY favorites i don't even have MP3 files for cuz i bought the CDs
i came to a conclusion about the music video of Good Charlotte's The River.... Jeffree Star appears in that thing 4 times! i love him and Billy Martin is the sexiest guy in Good Charlotte ha ha wut can i say i have a thing for guitarist being one myself (crappy yes but still a guitarist) and there are some hott and sexy lead singers like Davey Havok and Ville Valo and Dani Filth <3
I Love:
MY FRIENDS!! XD what the hell would i do without them?
Big hair band of the 80's
music
my guitar
VISUAL KEI BANDS!!! LIKE: MALICE MIZER, MOI DIX MOIS, AND DIR EN GREY!! fuck yeah those guys kick ass and are so sexy (i even dreamt about them >.> ^.^ )
glitter! not the movie EWW! i mean like i love how it sparkles it is so pretty especially eye makeup like eyeline and eyeshadow omg i love it sooooo much! especially Urban Decay's Heavy Metal eyeliner it is amazing! and their Uzi eye shadow MAC makeup is amazing too! ha ha
