Ryan
 
Gender: 
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Member Since: 
11/12/2006

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Last Login: 
01/17/2008

Location:
Saint George, UT
My Mood:  
Goofy
General Information
Status: 
Single

Orientation: 
Straight

Ethnicity: 
Caucasian

Religion: 
Wiccan

Education: 
Some College

Occupation: 
Burger King Manager...Impressed?..haha

Hometown:
Auerbach, DE

Language:
English

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About Me
. Well don't mind me singing sweet melodies of dancing pixies that fly around your heart while dazing about diving into your soul and creating a dreaming dream of constant and neverending suns that will only set in the blankets of your soft hugs or your warm embrace or the smallest of small things that make you who you are.. My deal in life.... hmmmm.... It's the sweet little songs that we all hum in our heads or quitely whisper to ourselves, those silent songs that give true melodies to the tone of our lives.... I've always just loved all the little things about a person that makes them who they are, everything from the way a person fiddles with their fingers to a simple song that can't be put into words and is and always should be heard by that one soul who is in their right mind to listen :) I guess that's a different way of describing my deal in life... Crazy huh... ohh well... i am who i am... haha
I am Here for: 
Watching the snow fall from my head and wondering a shower's noose and why a sponge has to be involed in a world that is in confusing silence to the government that only shines shades of dirt or rainbow's created from the oil that seems to be the lifeline of a state of publi c withdraw when we all decide that our medicine's and our drugs aren't that effective and our world would be better off without this black tar that seems to dictate our societies reasoning for tucking our shirts in and fluffing up our collar's with some kind of intrepid soul detector that gives more than a dollar and is filthier than a swan swamped in a spill that we designed by giving control of understanding and all the time being disconnected to the fact that "we the people" have been medicated and are fully numb to what a purely salted government has to do with dictating the life of a somber soul that needs only one more pill or one less gallon of milk to be fully insane and fickle the existance of purity by bashing the worlds that are crashing into eachother with explosive desire and furious resolve to try and change the realities of me and you and us as a whole who would rather react to the herd around them before making a decision to stand out and creep up on the authorities that surround our wicked upper mass of a design only to find that creations of revelations can only be accomplished by clever souls that don't needs friends and won't make a reality of what a nuclear family would decide a government of a reality should make us think and feel and fully settle to feeding the demons that drive the trains that flow through our small towns and big cities like a bashing crazy plain that only arrives to get what's owed to him and always leaves a thought or two of being scared and hiding in the sacred hole that we've all dug in our lives to try and fit in with the crowds around us with full knowledge that our voices should be heard and our mind's thoughts should be filled with truths that aren't designed to be lies of believer's that control that realities of the american soul that i've found is fully numb and naked without desire to conform to any of the standards that we have built with blind knowledge of burning fields and craving green smiles that only look and stare at the world that they have designed and the mentality they've created like GoDs of their time or a standard without a cause that i can only see from beyond the box that i drew myself and put my soul in to cover my weak desire for a dream i had once of truth in the system and rainbows that actually have something good and true at the end with full knowlede that i've been to the end of that reality and i've seen the puddle of oil that was spilled to create that rainbow of beauty masking our society with bliss and wonder at what we've become BliNd and for what? to escape the memories we as a crowd have put ourselves in the shadow of a man that dictates the puppets we've all become...

Hobbies: 
Something i've had on my mind all week... I think i'm in the wrong business.... maybe it's time for Change... Should i follow the Blind Melon? Well hmmmm.... I think i over think most situations and am much happier in my own little world with my books at home than out in the world or the bars or clubs or what not.. But true bliss to me is being found.. or finding that one moment in life that i can set apart from the rest of my realities and beg and plead with the angels above to create an entire world around it... Consumed... i tend to work more than i should.. Open... Only if that person is willing to read my soul.. Trendy... A name i try to stay away from... Honest... You always get the truth from me.. like it or not Feelings... I tend to get hurt more than i lead on..mostly i just crave a candy bar now and again What drives me?.... The thought of bliss.. one day.. My right... is most of the time other people's wrong.. Will i fit?.... life's a puzzle to most.. i'm just finding my fear of never fitting into that jigsaw of a life created by my own thoughts with open eye's deafening ..

Favorite Movies: 
The Godfather (1972) 181,950 The Man Who Shot Liberty Valance Sherlock Jr. Bringing Up Baby Inherit the Wind Sweet Smell of Success Brazil The Searchers Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl Doctor Zhivago Central do Brasil Ikiru No Man's Land Harold and Maude Festen (1998) A Streetcar Named Desire (1951) A Man for All Seasons (1966) Little Miss Sunshine (2006) In Cold Blood (1967) Planet of the Apes (1968)

Favorite TV Shows: 
House....Heroes....The Office...

Favorite Music: 
A perfect circle, tool, PJ, Tori, the doors, hendrix, ummm... anything... haha

I Love: 
Better dreams diving under my skin and supernatural floods filling my soul with wisdom and depth that only came realized while trashing my faults and feeding off my negativity in almost a demonic destruction of a solid rock of a soul that just took a nudge to start to glow again.... I'm always gonna start tomorrow and that wicked word of a day still hasn't come to pass, or am I trying to hard to find tomorrow? Is it a day that I just have to let happen on its own? or do I have to physically force the world to turn until the sun rises on a brighter day that we all call "the next day of the rest of our lives".... I think I’m awake now, this is way to lucid to be anything other than the grand finally or the world cup to a drinking contest where everyone but me has totally passed out... Ya kno what...anyone can finish this thought.....

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Just another lame lizzard that is hoping to find a kewl character to race a bunch of roaches down the street and back.....the solitude of my mind was cristened with the fact that snakes and stones are a primal acpect of dealing with the lounging effect that a person has on his soul. Or is the predefined reason that a rock is supposed to be placed in the long waiting line only to be split by the one person with the power to give enchanting growth and strength to the power of the headlamps winding down a long road into the abiss of a persons beating heart. Simplified reasons have over flown and a remedy's cure is surely unknown, a person that connects to the ankle of a rabbit and hops up into the clouds to see the perfect sunset just to catch a comet and leave my universe to find another light to touch, green fields and a mountain to climb you can always find me catching a firefly to hold a light for a few seconds, knowing that you have to let it go, it's light must shine for others to see too.. a persons grace should never be kept back or held to only one.. not a trophy to glimmer, not a season to salt, not a easy street to move to.. we all have our firefly's buzzing around the world to show everyone, looking for a like mind to share an empty sky with eagerness to empower our thoughts and body's with the bliss of togetherness, feeding off eachother kindred stones, skipping them across the water into the endless ocean of our souls....
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..::Van...
 

Hey.. Thanks for the message... It was incredibly sweet =]

I'm adding you.. I hope you don't mind..

I have to reply to some more messages, but umm...
I'm going to read your profile after I do, 'cause you actually wrote in it! =D

Vanessa