Saul

Why do I find myself searching for someone who is like me? I am a bit bewildered you see, I've yet to find a person who is genuinely true to themselves, everyone is so hyped up on sex they have no time to feel what is real anymore. But I am a victim to this aswell, i'd like to be part of this world sometimes since I find nothing else to live for. But there are those days where you find someone who is real and you question it.. "Is it for real?" Then you try to find a flaw, then you end up screwing up. Is it meant for humans to always be unhappy in some way? Life is a journey, when do you reach your goal? Does it always have to be death? Excuse my narcissistic tendencies to sound smart, my hedonistic side told me that i'd be good to have something profound in my profile, but then again the magical thing is that I do mean it all.