sadness_of_crazygirl

General Information

Status:

Single

Orientation:

Straight

Ethnicity:

Caucasian

Religion:

Catholic

Education:

High School

Occupation:

Dancer/model/aspiring writer

Hometown:

Brattleboro,Vermont

Language:

English

Personal Tags:

420, 69, addictive, alone, angel, babypink, blacksheep, blazin, blunt, books, compassionate, crazy, dancing, deepkissing, dreams, eternity, fast, forever, guarded, hard, heaven, honesty, intelligent, intense, intimacy, iris, irreplacable, lonely, lost, love, loving, lust, me, munchies, music, now, obsessions, open, pictures, pink, play, polkadots, positions, reflection, sadness, shopping, sight, silly, simple, slow, soft, strong, suicide, tattoo, thoughts, together, touch, tounges, trust, understanding, unique, vivid, webcam, withoutyou, witty, words, writing

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About Me

Im Innocence.I am 32 yrs old,6',150 lbs.I am a little out of the ordinary but I say unique.I like stupid and tacky things in most areas of life though in a relationship I would be looking for something special and pretty.One of my closest friends calls me "the cabinet girl" but right now Im just me.Im searching to find my place in the world and just enjoy being me.I have been a dancer for 10 yrs and modeled for the past few.I dont feel at all like my work defines me but is a part of me.I aspire to be a writer though writing to make myself happy and free of memories.I have been single for over a year now for the first time in my life and its lonely at times but reality at this point none the less.I have a 12 yr old daughter who is the coolest kid in the world.I live in Massachusetts at this time though my goal is to be married very very soon and live in the fairytale of love always.

I am Here for:

I am here to meet new people online and chat my free time away.Being single left me sad for a bit and until I am ready to venture out into life as it is again I am just wanting people that are similiar to me to just chill and fuck around with on here.Finding my partner in crime would be cool as hell too but this is cool for now.I am not looking to date a pc so its just chat.If you are on the east coast give a shout out.You may be close.

Hobbies:

I dance for a living but in life words are my passion.I enjoy doing things in life that are out of the ordinary.I like to live outside of societies box and enjoy shit as much as I can.I have a lot of time to make up for.I enjoy writing and diary as much as I can.Life is about experimentation and that sums up me.

Favorite Movies:

City of angels,Here on earth,A walk to remember,Say anything,Now and forever,Coyote ugly,Mean girls,Shes the man,Pretty in pink,The prestige,Cake,Killing me softly,Mad love.Anything with love and Im all over it!

Favorite TV Shows:

Nip tuck is all I need....

Favorite Music:

Akon,Switchfoot,Rhianna,Lil jon,Ying yang twins,Chamillionaire,Breakin benjamin,Seether,The verve,Avril lavigne,Hillary duff,Justin timberlake,Alice in chains,Cold,Dashboard confessionals,Dj sammy,Eminem,P diddy,Everlast,Fuel,Juvenile,Kanye West,Smashing pumpkins,Adema,Nerd,Rockelle,Earl B,young jeezy

Favorite Books:

Go ask alice,The promise,Suzannes diary for nicholas,The notebook,crank,impulse,The story of O,

I Love:

Air,Adam,real,honest,trust,respect,lip gloss,deep kissing,sunsets,stars,canopy,the color pink,music,black,silence,420,mirrors,black lights,warmth,sincere words,adam,dreams,music,desire,lust,tattoos,cameras,oral sex,piercings,mariah,love,joe,suicide,sand,sun,breathing,being adored by someone special,cameras,halo,memories,pictures,reading,smoking blunts 24/7,independence,the idea of having a nice bf,drinking mikes lemonade,dancing,fucking my brains out when needed...lol,69 baby,sunsets,stars,fortune cookies,chance,being in love.

I Hate:

hate is a strong word.

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WE ARE ENTERING THE MONTH OF JULY AND I WILL UPDATE THIS AS I CAN.I JUST MOVED TO MASSACHUSETTS WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND WORKING NON STOP.I WANT TO BUY A HOUSE IN THE FUTURE SO WORK IT IS.I WILL BE DOING SHOWS SOON THOUGH AGAIN I AM SUCKED ONTO PLAYBOYLIVE CAMS.I AM ALL OVER THE PLACE YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK FOR ME.HAMPTON BEACH WAS A BLAST AND I PARTIED FUCKING HARD.IF ANY OF YOU ARE IN THE SPRINGFIELD MASS AREA LOOK ME UP.IM ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SMOKING BUDDIES...LOL.SEE YOU ALL SOON.KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN Telling you "about me" would take years and more space then they have here.I am on here often and am always looking to talk to and meet new people,both male and female.If you want to know more about me then join me in my room and jump in asking me what you like.I am an open book.NO! I DONT SHOW BUT I AM BOUND TO LOOK SILLY AND STUPID!I have been a dancer and dabbled in modeling for a large chunk of time.It is me in a DaRk FuNkY kind of way.I like edge.I look forward to talking to all of you and making lasting connections with few.Im always looking for feedback.Enjoy the tour.Look at the pictures but read the writing.Within it lies my heart.Read between the lines and you will come to be very close to who I am. If you want to read my blog entries or browse through my photo albums from time to time and have a myspace account go to http://www.myspace.com/lostandlonelycrazygirl and look me up on messenger...under the id lost_and_lonely_crazygirl Im in search of love with emotion.I am single and am ready to get back into life after a very long break.The man,the boy,that holds my heart returned it and he is still so far away so I let go finally of my past and open my eyes to a big bright future. It is hard at this time to want something so badly that you cannot have and to believe in such dreams,wishes and lies.I miss adam every second of the day but today will be the last day for that.Ive been waiting and time has just passed by.I am looking for a pretty boy.I love pretty things!Except my pretty boy needs a touch of white trash in him.Like ChAnNiNg TaTuM.OMFG!Im taking a regular job now and hoping to be married in the near future.I need normalcy...a fresh start somewhere there is love for me.I have been single over a year and believe it or not practicing abstinence.It sux but I am picky.Today my heart becomes free.Help catch it.

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