[DB] Beth/ᴿᴱᴮᴵᴿᵀᴴ
 
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Member Since: 
11/09/2008

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Last Login: 
11/13/2009

My Mood:  
Happy
General Information
Status: 
Single

Orientation: 
Bi

Ethnicity: 
Caucasian

Religion: 
Other

Education: 
Postgrad

Language:
English

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About Me
I'm staring out into that vaccum again
From the back porch of my mind
The only thing thats alive
I'm all there is...

And I start attacking my vodka, stab the ice with my straw
My eyes have turned red as stoplights, you seem ready to walk;
You know I'll call you eventually, when I wanna talk
'Til then you're invisible.

'Cause theres a switch that gets hit and it all stops making sense
And in the middle of drinks, maybe the fifth or the sixth
I'm completely alone at a table of friends
I feel nothing for them. I feel nothing, nothing...

Well, I need a break from the city again
I think I'll ship myself back west
I got a friend there, she says, "Hey, any time."
Unless that offers expired, I have been less than frequent
She's under no obligation to indulge every whim
And I'm so ungrateful, I take, she gives and forgives
And I keep forgetting it

And each morning she wakes with a dream to describe
Something lovely that bloomed in her beautiful mind
I said "I'll trade you one for two nightmares of mine
I have some where I die, I have some where we all die."

I'm thinking of quitting drinking again
I know I said that a couple times
And I'm always changing my mind, well, i guess i am
But there's this burn in my stomach and there's this pain in my side
And when I kneel at the toilet
And the mornings clean light pours in through the window
Sometimes I pray I don't die,
I'm a goddamn hypocrite...


I am Here for: 
But the night rolls around and it all starts making sense,
There is no right way or wrong way, you just have to live,
And so I do what I do and at least I exist....
What could mean more than this?
What would mean more?
Mean more?

Hobbies: 
Crossword puzzles and vodka.

Favorite Movies: 
TARANTINOᴬ & KUBRICKᴮ movies.
(ᴬ⁞ reservoir dogs, pulp fiction, jackie brown, kill bill vol. 1 & 2, death proof.)
(ᴮ⁞ 2001: a space odyssey, a clockwork orange, the shining, full metal jacket, dr. strangelove, lolita etc.)

PERSONAL CLASSICS.
magnolia.
american beauty.
taxi driver.
the professional.
trainspotting.
everything is illuminated.
requiem for a dream.
shawshank redemption.
one flew over the cuckoo's nest.
brazil.
acid house.
the good, the bad, and the ugly.
fight club.
girl, interrupted.
penelope.
forrest gump.
mystic river.
silence of the lambs.
pi.
green street hooligans.
american history x.
braveheart.
children of men.
desperado.
no country for old men.
the royal tennenbaums.
ordinary people.
eraserhead.
the fall.
donnie darko.
philadelphia.
the elephant man.
hotel chevalier/the darjeeling limited.
v for vendetta.

VARIED ROMANCE.
harold and maude.
annie hall.
eternal sunshine.
natural born killers.
lost in translation.
but i'm a cheerleader.
garden state.
eagle vs. shark.
the science of sleep.
secretary.
the fountain.
boys don't cry.

THRILLER/HORROR.
oldboy.
irreversible.
the cell.
sin city.
audition.
seven.
mulholland dr.

MUSICAL.
moulin rouge.
once.
sweeney todd.
the wizard of oz.
tenacious d and the pick of destiny.

COMEDY.
ghost world.
fear and loathing in las vegas.
stepbrothers.
the breakfast club.
superbad.
kiss kiss bang bang.
party monster.
tropic thunder.
the life aquatic.
forgetting sarah marshall.
juno.
the big lebowski.
murder party.
snakes on a plane.
knocked up.
bad santa.
pineapple express.

+ANIME.


Favorite TV Shows: 
adult swim (**tim and eric awesome show great job!).
south park.

Favorite Music: 
bright eyes/conor oberst.
bjork.
joanna newsom.
wolf parade.
kimya dawson.
the saddest landscape.
wu-tang clan.
cat stevens.
the jonbenet.
the mars volta.
heavy heavy low low.
ampere.
the faceless.
mewithoutyou.
tony danza tap dance extravaganza.
beck.
neutral milk hotel.
frank zappa.
boredoms.
sinaloa.
daughters.
elliott smith.
cursive.
anthony green.
the appleseed cast.
tower of rome.
agoraphobic nosebleed.
neva dinova.
the decemberists.
i would set myself on fire for you.
nile.
dr. hook and the medicine show.
see you next tuesday.
the spill canvas.
johnny cash.
elo.
acacia strain.
balance problems.
american football.
as cities burn.
bob dylan.
death cab.
owen.
portugal, the man.
playradioplay.
the number 12 looks like you.
orchid.
job for a cowboy.
mogwai.
sigur ros.
aesop rock.
the killers.
daniel striped tiger.
iron and wine.
graf orlock.
elliott.
radiohead.
the reservoir dogs soundtrack.
and john zorn (torture garden ; naked city).

Favorite Books: 
i dun't reed.

I Love: 
your mom.

I Hate: 
everyone else.
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Rem
  

happy birthday babyfucker
cipherzzz
 

hpy bday<3
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hey, how ru, i miss talking to u :(
clevern...
 

hey i bought a house in NC and im moving soon but ill be in beloit soon cause i found out my dad has lung cancer and may be parting with us, so it would be nice to see you my new number is a 919 area code ill call answer dear, won't you?
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whats up luv....
jacobaaa
 

what happened? :3 your missin "im a pirate and your a princess"
New Mid...
 

Hey beth, its Jeremy. I'm starting to get very depressed because of the weather and i'm thinking about the past and i have low essteem. I i wish u talk to me soon. Nobody on the internet is trying to make me feel better. :(
New Mid...
 

Hey how are, i havent talk to you in a while. :)
Rem
  

hey lastnight/thismorning was fun cept the parts where i lurched and your shit quit working, but yeah it was a fun time hopefully youl be on tonight.. cya later. stay appropriately innappropriate
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my stories lol, i think i said it wrong lol
New Mid...
 

Hey how ru? I hope u read something from mine. I hope i talk to you soon:)
Eric St...
  

Hey How Are you ?
chris m...
 

why hello there
!charley!
 

the "Little Miss Sunshine" picture makes me smile.....good flick. :]