samuraidavid

Ranting.... I'm told I am too picky........ so what if I am. Life is too short to waste our talents, time and energy on people that don't give a damn. So I go on with my day and smile, knowing the comforting feeling that someday there will be that perfect girl that crosses my path and realizes that there may be something there if you give it a chance. We list our reasons of why and why not, but are we setting ourselves up for love or mailordered-cookiecutter-monotony. What one reason defining aspect would cause you to decide to pass up happiness....think about it. Really? And I don't mean the obvious..like murderer or serial ant fire starter....I mean actual, I've gone through my whole list and they add up to all except this-type of reason....... Tell me. What one fucking thing out of all should really matter that much if that is truly the only thing stopping you?! Must we love so in vain that if they don't meet that one trivial standard that there is no point in trying. On average how many of you hook up or make up on a weekend basis, what screening do you really do to those few and or many that you blindly give yourself to? Why do the rest of us suffer through the trials and tribulations to get the same thing...because we have self respect?! and or manners?! Is that really a reason to punish someone..for being kind in a time and world that glorifies rapists and womanizer...where beating your partner is more acceptable than opening a door for them. What a sad realization, because I know as much as you while you are reading this..it is fact, you've seen it, you've experienced it and dare I say some of you are guilty of it. Where does one get off on the unhappiness of others.... I want so much to share my world, my life, my heart with someone....but as time goes on, almost four years..what's the point?...Is it really worth it. Your passions are used up and your heart has lost a beat or too, but should your life be at an end, NO. The best company you keep is that from which you discover in yourself and every thing else is a bonus. That's right, I miss you.....whom ever you choose to be. For those who have found LOVE, not LUST...I admire you. And for those otherwise, I pity you....you waste what is a gift and should never be taken for granted. Love openly and fully. Peace. David* Couldn't sleep...