schel

I tend to hurt most of the people in my life... Not tend... I do hurt them... Intentionally... To keep everything away from me... I sit here thinking about that often.... Now... I avoid hurting the ones who try to get close... And the ones who are close... If you cannot accept me for who I am... Just walk away... Cause you will only be confronted with being part of the "Pain in the wake of my path". I once thought I knew who I was... For years I didnt.. I didnt care... Now... I lost who I really was along the way... But she was found... Just as I left her... Someone walked into my life and showed me that nothing can be so bad that the heart wont open up... Someone showed me that "Not all guys are the same"... I opened my heart... Allowing for it to be hurt... Allowing for every single possibility to occur... The road least traveled... "Allowing someone in, and allowing the heart to feel.." "Forget who I was... Understand why I am... Walk away if you cannot accept me as I am today *Scheli 08*"