seagz

-I am extreeeeemeeelllyy sensitive and the slightlest bring down from anyone i care about can be taken to heart. -I am very emotional and have really strong feelings for things i care about like music friends family and girls. -I am really shy yet like to do things that would oppose to that such as singing and playing guitar. -I try to avoid confrontation whenever possible, unless its in a game. -A walk to remember is probably my fav movie and it gets me everytime. -Mandy moore's character in that movie is my ideal "perfect girl" i am looking for (who probably doesn't exist) -I fall for girls really easily, but then lose interest in them quickly when i realize i wouldn't really be comfortable dating them. but still like them anyways? what? i dunno i don't make sense. -I care about girls so much to the point where i just annoy of the hell out of them yet i hate them cuz they piss me off with how naive they are.. if that makes sense. -I have a HUUGGEE passion for music but am to lazy to really do anything about it. -I am generally good at everything but not the best at anything. -I find myself generally lost in life and dream of bigger and better things that i'll never accomplish cuz i play video games all day. -I also own and have watched many times the movie high skool musical and thinks its a generaly good movie with good morals good songs and good looking girls. -i pretty much spite everything walter does cuz he kicked me out of his band that seems to actually be getting sumwhere and get pissed off that every girl loves him soooo much when he's really not even that good he just actualy went and did it all. whereas i'm to lazy and just play video games and only sing to myself at home. -I listen to instrumental music from video games. -I loved a girl for 4 yrs straight who liked literally everyone except me. -I've only had 1 girlfriend since gradeskool that only lasted a month because my standards r just to high. -I'm really lonley and just wanna find a great girl with whom i can be happy with. -I have random emo days for some reason its kinda weird. -Sometimes i wish my life were like a good rpg game like final fantasy, but i would probably just get killed anyway. -I don't have to many good friends but i really care about the ones i have. -I generally like alot of girls but would only date like 5% of them. -Though my dad puts me down alot and never has anything nice to say and i generally dislike him, i really love him at the same time. -I have a really wild imagination which makes me pretty immature/weird at times but immitating things like characters from games or shows and wish i had their skill's/ abilites. -I watch many kids shows including spongebob,fairly odd parents, jimmy neutron, avatar,ned's declassified,and the suit life of zack and cody. -My main dream is to have a great band known worldwide, but who doesn't have that dream. -I also don't smoke drink or do drugs or anything like that either, is just plain dumb. -Sometimes i let my friends win at stuff if they get really pissed off. -I am a christian. -My standards with girls is sooo rediculas that i'll probably never find her. such standards include: not smoking drinking or doing drugs, being a virgin, not being dirty, being a christian, being smart, have good friends they hang out with, like to have fun without being e-tarded, like doing the things i do, like me for who i am, rn't naive, like helping ppl and rn't full of themselves, don't always havto be right, ya i'll just end it there, that pretty much rules out every girl i know anyway. -I feel the need to help every girl i meet cuz usually they r about to do sumthing stupid either with guys or drugs or w/e. usually guys. but they just get mad at me and tell me i'm wrong, i dunno them, their different then other girls, etc. the truth of the matter is yes all girls r different technically but they alll make the same stupid mistakes with guys everyday. but their so stubborn that u can't tell them otherwise. they wont listen to u, they'll hate u for trying to help them, think ur a jerk, wutever else. and then go and get used and abused by the guy they thought was sweet. ironic eh? this happens to all girls all the time but sadly they never learn. i would assume their brains don't work to good but i would get alot of hate mail. either way i still love girls anyway. just their to easily manipulated by guys. If it seems to good to be true, it probably is. if they seeeeemmm really sweet and really care about u yet have screwed over other girls, how do u think they got to those girls in the first place? yes by seeming really sweet and caring! weeeee! how do u not get it!!! anyways.. -I hate weasles who havto leave there mark on like every girl they know and notch it on their belt or sumthing. -Things like space and ancient egypt and stuff interest me but i don't look into it. -before highskool i didn't even listen to music, and now its my main passion. -I'm kinda a weirdo i guess. -I sometimes act really dumb or purposly act like i don't know whats going on. i really have no idea why i do that cuz then ppl just think i'm stupid or a burnout. it's kinda funny tho i guess, atleast to me. -I dunno wut else to put so i guess i'll leave it at that.