TasteMiiRainbow

Once upon a time I loved.. I loved for all the right reason's.. I loved her skin the soft feeling of my fingers or lips gliding across.. I loved her eyes for the simple fact that i'd get lost. seeing her fall asleep in my arms was the best. or my head just resting on her chest. Her there with her smile made everything okay, My love grew stronger every single day! I wanted to make her happy knowing that smile was because of me, but slowly the clouds became darker and its was hard for me to see. everything we built the dreams and wishes that were said, was like a sweet dream i awoke from out of bed. The days changed quick feels like a year inbetween, now the words arn't nice they're awful/ harsh/ and mean. I cannot give my heart away when it was broken from the start, and i cannot love again when my loves always part. I want to say that im okay and i'll lift my head again, Time has the best of me taking away my only friend. I cant trust much after all that fell down, short tempered feeling since no ones around. Stuck and lost alone and scared, turned around to see no one cared.. 20 years of my life you'd think someone would see, that my life is drowning deep in the sea... I have nothing at this point in time, to sit here and tell everyone that im just fine.. The tears visit me more than they once did before, because everything I one loved and known walked out and shut the door.