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my bubyz and me
best friends til the end, foo
i love you tiffany
p o e m s. written by me
When all else seems to have been forgotten
I'll be yet another facade
That has disappeared into the abyss of nothingness
We all fade in the end
we live
we fuck
we die
But through all of this I had you
Even with my twisted fantasies
yearnings
dreams
fears
wantings
And I thank you
For everything you have done
I don't think I'd understand happiness
If you were never here with me
Reminding me that I'm not fucked up
Justifying my actions for bigger and better things
They're not like you
They fail to see and fail to even try
I'm not what they think I am
For I am more,
I'm what you have made of me
Now I can see
That I'm truly the girl that I've always wanted to be
None of this would mean a thing without you.
Everything seems fucked up in my mind without you
I can't think clearly without you
I'm selfish because I can't make it without you
p o e m s. dedicated to me
You mean everything, even when you're not here with me
My world is at peace when you're finally with me
I dream of everything when you're with me
I'm alive cause you're here together with me
I find comfort when I'm with you
My world brightens up when I'm with you
I wanna live just to be with you
I would be strong just to stay with you
You are everything and anything for me
Yet you are the only thing that matters for me
I love you when you care for me
I love you when you cry for me
Your smile, your warmth, they mean so much to me
Your words, their weight, weigh so much to me
Your laughter, your tears, feels so much to me
Your smile, your heart, they are everything to me
I'm sitting here alone, wishing for you
In my darkest hours, I call for you
Silently, my heart prays for you
I'll wait here forever, just for you
These words, they don't mean anything without you
I'm blessed that you're here, together with me
I cherish these moments when I'm with you
Beyond words, they mean so much for me
A day feels incomplete, almost empty without you
You just mean so much and more to me
Everything I do, I do it for you
But all I wanted to say was,
I Love you.
As you sleep
I'll be your Moon and your Stars
To protect you from the cold stillness of the night
To be your ever glowing light.
As I lay
You'll be my Sun and my Sky
To give me warmth
To give me life
As The Sun and The Moon, These two can never meet
Like a sorrows' dance of fate,
Forever we lay eyes together only to be parted in bittersweet.
But like the day and the night itself,
This dance in aeternum,
I can always rely on you
As you can always rely on me...
None of this would mean a thing without you.
Everything seems fucked up in my mind without you
I can't think clearly without you
I'm selfish because I can't make it without you
Take away the judgements,
allow me my own mistakes.
to regret this endearment,
to accept my betrayed.
Down the road of isolation,
the fleeting of love cease to exist.
with the many dreamless dreams,
of crippling wounds and lonely nights.
the never ending beginnings
alas
the never ending endings...
Dark tequila nights with Shelly here, Has made my favour turn from beer, The sparkle in the darkness there, As I searched for her needy stare, Converted my lust into some trust, That shall soon lead to a stronger longing, Of what I wish for and what I live for, She'll never turn from me.
A welcome home poem For Shelly: Shelly look's out her window Down to the street Wiping Her eyes Memories coming Back to her The sun shining bright Kids out at play She un pack's her bag's Her life's here to stay She stand's looking down On her world for a time The place She call's home the place she will stay In time she will pack and start new again till that day her memories Will fade.
Beautiful night, how the stars, so clearly shine for Shelly And the joyful moon how it mirrors back her smile Oh, beautiful night, you're good to a her Oh, beautiful night, Shine bright for Shelly Oh, beautiful night, tranquility sets Shelly free Shelly Watch how the beautiful night sky, twirl’s in brightness for you Yet, in the stillness of evening look up to the night sky and think of your friends Yes the Night sky will ease your broken heart
After a moment of stray ignorance i fall on Shellyeahisland... so i' am like those people of "lost" trying to understand why, why finally, they don t want to leave it, Maybe because this is a fantasy jewel, one appears. An island that is crammed treasure, one can only to want to lose itself inside
I am lonely and confused I wonder about my journey thru life I hear my heart beating I see hurt and pain I want it all to go away I am lonely and confused I worry what happens when I don’t try I cry in the dark I am lonely and confused I dream of running away into the sunset I hope of finding light I am lonely and confused
As Shelly sleeps, a sweet dream comes to her mind, She wants to have her sweet dream come true, She feels that her dream brings hope of present day, She welcomes the dreamful life of the next day, It cheers up her day with wishes of pleasure Shelly wishes to have her sweet dream for pleasant day. As you lay to sleep close your eyes have sweet dreams. As you’re a sweet rose.
Shelly’s eyes are captivating Shelly’s eyes are electrifying The heat of her eyes is overwhelming They are hotter than the rays of the sun They shine with glitters And dims to soothe the nerves They are bright as the stars of the sky As they shine upon the world Shelly’s eye;s are precious gems
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