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i miss you. i miss the good times we've had together. i even miss the bad...because i had you.
p o e m s. written by me
When all else seems to have been forgottenI'll be yet another facadeThat has disappeared into the abyss of nothingnessWe all fade in the endwe livewe fuckwe dieBut through all of this I had youEven with my twisted fantasiesyearningsdreamsfearswantingsAnd I thank youFor everything you have doneI don't think I'd understand happinessIf you were never here with meReminding me that I'm not fucked upJustifying my actions for bigger and better thingsThey're not like youThey fail to see and fail to even tryI'm not what they think I amFor I am more,I'm what you have made of meNow I can seeThat I'm truly the girl that I've always wanted to be
None of this would mean a thing without you.Everything seems fucked up in my mind without youI can't think clearly without youI'm selfish because I can't make it without you p o e m s. dedicated to meThese words flow so easily when I think of youI can't fight it because these feelings are undeniably trueThe touch of your skin leaves me not knowing what to doAnd you look in my eyes and I know you can see right throughIt's something that words could never justifyAnd if lost would be enough to make any man cryI have no control of this my hands are tiedAnd if you left me today I would surely dieAll I know is you must have been sent to me from aboveBecause this is undoubtedly, truly, surely love
You mean everything, even when you're not here with meMy world is at peace when you're finally with meI dream of everything when you're with meI'm alive cause you're here together with me I find comfort when I'm with youMy world brightens up when I'm with youI wanna live just to be with youI would be strong just to stay with you You are everything and anything for meYet you are the only thing that matters for meI love you when you care for meI love you when you cry for me Your smile, your warmth, they mean so much to me Your words, their weight, weigh so much to meYour laughter, your tears, feels so much to meYour smile, your heart, they are everything to me I'm sitting here alone, wishing for youIn my darkest hours, I call for youSilently, my heart prays for youI'll wait here forever, just for you These words, they don't mean anything without youI'm blessed that you're here, together with meI cherish these moments when I'm with youBeyond words, they mean so much for me A day feels incomplete, almost empty without youYou just mean so much and more to me Everything I do, I do it for youBut all I wanted to say was,I Love you. As you sleepI'll be your Moon and your StarsTo protect you from the cold stillness of the nightTo be your ever glowing light.As I layYou'll be my Sun and my SkyTo give me warmthTo give me lifeAs The Sun and The Moon, These two can never meetLike a sorrows' dance of fate,Forever we lay eyes together only to be parted in bittersweet.But like the day and the night itself,This dance in aeternum,I can always rely on youAs you can always rely on me...
Take away the judgements,allow me my own mistakes.to regret this endearment,to accept my betrayed.Down the road of isolation,the fleeting of love cease to exist.with the many dreamless dreams,of crippling wounds and lonely nights.the never ending beginningsalasthe never ending endings...Dark tequila nights with Shelly here, Has made my favour turn from beer, The sparkle in the darkness there, As I searched for her needy stare, Converted my lust into some trust, That shall soon lead to a stronger longing, Of what I wish for and what I live for, She'll never turn from me.A welcome home poem For Shelly: Shelly look's out her window Down to the street Wiping Her eyes Memories coming Back to her The sun shining bright Kids out at play She un pack's her bag's Her life's here to stay She stand's looking down On her world for a time The place She call's home the place she will stay In time she will pack and start new again till that day her memories Will fade.Beautiful night, how the stars, so clearly shine for Shelly And the joyful moon how it mirrors back her smile Oh, beautiful night, you're good to a her Oh, beautiful night, Shine bright for Shelly Oh, beautiful night, tranquility sets Shelly free Shelly Watch how the beautiful night sky, twirl’s in brightness for you Yet, in the stillness of evening look up to the night sky and think of your friends Yes the Night sky will ease your broken heartAfter a moment of stray ignorance i fall on Shellyeahisland... so i' am like those people of "lost" trying to understand why, why finally, they don t want to leave it, Maybe because this is a fantasy jewel, one appears. An island that is crammed treasure, one can only to want to lose itself insideI am lonely and confused I wonder about my journey thru life I hear my heart beating I see hurt and pain I want it all to go away I am lonely and confused I worry what happens when I don’t try I cry in the dark I am lonely and confused I dream of running away into the sunset I hope of finding light I am lonely and confusedAs Shelly sleeps, a sweet dream comes to her mind, She wants to have her sweet dream come true, She feels that her dream brings hope of present day, She welcomes the dreamful life of the next day, It cheers up her day with wishes of pleasure Shelly wishes to have her sweet dream for pleasant day. As you lay to sleep close your eyes have sweet dreams. As you’re a sweet rose.Shelly’s eyes are captivating Shelly’s eyes are electrifying The heat of her eyes is overwhelming They are hotter than the rays of the sun They shine with glitters And dims to soothe the nerves They are bright as the stars of the sky As they shine upon the world Shelly’s eye;s are precious gems
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