In short, doing anything I want, but to be specific: shooting photography, playing' with ouija boards, dressing up, shopping myself to a frenzy, asian food!, being a reclusem, midnight picnics, the smell of sweet success, being myself in private, ordering in or eating out, being nerdy and truly not giving a fuck, chivalrous men, dressing rooms with good mirrors and lighting, hiding in my room for hours, all sorts of music, doing impressions of everyone, drunken text and picture messages late at night, expressing sarcasm, funny jokes, feeling complete nostalgia, flirting, fantasizing, forgetting , some crazy PC or console games, doing what I love and getting paid to do it, food, going to watch movies and tv shows, long milk baths, having real boobs , impromptu trips to LA, kissing good kissers, kitties&puppies, late night parties, laying on grass under the stars in the summer and not having a care in the world, lingerie-collecting, vitamin water, living in chicago, dating guys even when taken, marrying chase crawford, cupcakes, cookies and cream, frosting, naked-ness, nocturnal-living, receiving pedicures, a glass of red wine a day, sleeping in the day-time, speaking with actions and not words, spraying pepper spray, collecting photo albums, studying dictionaries, summer & sun-kissed skin, taking naps with my Finklebeanie on my chest, starbucks, the moment before you kiss a person and you feel like you might puke or you might laugh, you might cry or you might just die smiling right then and there, traveling for work, underwear all day, visiting metropolitan cities, waking up in the arms of a crush, wearing silly costumes every day and not noticing which douchebag is staring, staying up all night to watch shooting stars and eclipses through the sunroof, white truffle oil, spa days, hdtv, my laptop, winters in flip-flops