siranatomy

I feel like I have so much to say to defend who I really am. I could never simply tell you to make you fully understand nor could I ever give you an explanation of myself that fully satisfies me. Perhaps if I seemed like someone with an evolved heart and mind, you may want to get to know me. Learn that I am not full of shit. I feel empty a lot. Like I am suppose to be seeking something. Not in like a depressing way. But in a way that makes you notice something that you think you would have noticed years before. And for that brief moment you feel peace because you think everything makes sense...for that one moment. I wish to feel like that all the time. This feeling I have of wanting continuous enlightenment tends to make my mind feel inferior or not worthy of understanding. But when I do achieve that satisfaction the peace is overwhelming. "I mean well, I'm well well I mean I'm in hell well I still have my health at least that's what they tell me. If wellness is this what in hells name is sickness?" bonjour. i am alycia. i guess i should start by saying that i am a decently modest girl, so writing a substantial paragraph about my characteristics is troublesome. i don't like feeling selfish or self centered. feels wrong. i guess you could say vanity is the ugliest sin. i have studied many different kinds of religions and philosophies and therefore cannot truly dictate in words what i believe in. i am very spiritual, (or at least i believe i am) thus most of my "views on life" are mostly feelings that only i can really translate within myself towards myself. nonetheless i am pretty damn open minded. i am an artist. [mediums: 2B pencil, inks and brushes, fine pens, watercolors, whatever i can get my hands on that is usable] my trick to the trade in concentrated in traditional drawings almost entirely of the human form. i <3 anatomy. but i also am very skilled with inks and create many fantasy-based stylistic art. i have also experience in stencils, silk screening, and installations. i also play music. though my bound love of an instrument will always be the piano, i can usually pick up new ones rather easily. recently i have fascinated with native instruments. [i want to collect] i am also a nerd/dork/otaku...call it what you want. i like videogames, anime, manga, coding, classic sci-fi movies, role playing games, dungeons and dragons, comic books, microsoft♥, cosplay, PC hardware, live action role playing, WoW, etc. you can learn a lot about me if you read my blog too, my friend.