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MODEL/ACTRESS/DESIGNER/DJ/ART DIRECTOR/CASTING DIRECTOR/PARTY PLANNER/SOCIALITE/WAITRESS Yes, this is the REAL Kiki Hilton. I'll kick your fucking butt. http://www.MYSPACE.com/172813197 Visit http://www.BRUTALDOLLS.com for more information about me. I also recently signed with Flavour Dolls, Suicide Dolls, Girl Dolls, Doll Dolls, and several other groups with cliche titles for brainless pierced/tattooed girls with generic personalities. Fan mail may be sent to kikihilton@brutaldolls.com. Born December 27th. Grandaughter to Music Producer/Television&Vocal Star/Radio Talk Host King Cotton, Cousin to fashion designer Nicholai Hilton, & model Paris Hilton, Neice to retired model Pam Price & among other mainstream entertainers; Amor grew up in a very musical atmosphere. Weather it was performing on stage with her grandpa, or her school talent show "She always seemed to be the center of attention," recalls her childhood best friend Emma Grosshen. "She was always battling out every kid in our Middle School for attention & worship." But before all the fame and worship: Came darkness. Born as Nicholai: She spent her whole life without a Father. And no Mother later on. Her mom couldn't stay one place for more then a year, so Nicole was in two different schools per year. "I met her in 2nd grade. We met in Emeleta Elementary, its basically an all Mexican school. She was the only Israeli in the entire 10 mile radius of our school, so nobody really took the time to talk to her," Emma says. "One day she came home from school crying," her cousin says. "The kids wouldn't let her play hand-ball because she wasn't Mexican. So I told her, 'Your mom didn't tell you?? You ARE Mexican!' and a little hope shined in her eyes of hope to make friends." When the attempt didn't work, Lonely, depressed and friendless... 8 year old Amor turned to the school Chorus- Singing all songs in Spanish. But she didn't seem to mind. Music was her only escape in between from being ignored at home and school. By the time 'Nicholai' was 10, she could sing 37 different songs in Spanish by heart and fluently play the Piano, and did 12 television commercials. LIE, LIE, LIE, respectively. She was labeled as 'Bitchzilla' by her peers, for not being nice to anyone (a side-effect like this usually comes from children who were acted upon irrupt idly during childhood.) Then things got dark. "When she was 11, her mom kicked her out of the house with basically no place to go, no money, nothing. I never thought anything in the whole world was more wrong then kicking an 11 year old to the streets...But I was also 11, so it was like what could I do?" Emma remembers. When asked the reason for Amor being kicked to the street, all Emma would tell us is that Amor & her Mother had "Differences that sometimes became very violent if Amor didn't leave the house for her Mom to cool off." After a few nights on the streets: Amor called her aunt Kathy Hilton. With no answer, she rang her Grandparents who recited in Los Angeles, CA deep into the hills of Studio City in Hollywood. "She basically didn't take any of her belongings- as if she had a choice- she just slipped into the hands of her rich grandparents, and basically said 'This is all I have, Help me.' and they did." As like any other Rags to Riches story... life became peaceful for Nicholai. From the streets of the city, to a three story castle in Hollywood- she often spent 5 days a week at night clubs. "At the time, my grandma was DJ Baby Luv. A young grandma only at the age of BARLEY 40, she was the most wanted DJ in Los Angeles and Orange County. I loved the night life and partying with people that kids my age could only dream about. It was surreal." (Who believes this girl did anything but play on the computer after school?) Amor says. She entered Middle School and things got hard. "People only really wanted to be friends with me so they could ride my horses, or meet Eminem or The Spice Girls or my Grandpa. How could Nicole help anyone meet Eminem or the Spice Girls? Ohhh, right, the whole "I come from a wealthy family" lie. They could care less about me. But I guess in ways I just kind of used my family's name to gain the friends I never had a chance to have before." By the time she was Thirteen... she felt 'Nichoali' brought back too many painful memories. "She said every time she heard Nicole it felt like her heart was being crunched," Emma says. At 12, she got rid of Nicholai and legally & permanently got it changed to her middle name; Amor. "Over our 6th grade summer, she went to a summer camp in the mountains with Rod Stewart's daughter. Here she's confused. She forgot that she was supposed to pretend to be Paris Hilton's cousin and not Paris herself. And when she came back... she had every single head in the school turning. Girls hated her and every boy wanted her. It was such a change. She just...blossomed." Amor hears this and laughs. "I was THE most popular girl in the entire city. But since I grew up in such a grown up environment when I was younger, I was more grown up, period. So I never dated anyone my age, I only dated boys from High School. I mean for High School boys to date a Middle Schooler?! That's so crazy," she laughs. "I guess I was one hot 13 year old." One thing she hated about her celebrity life is "That I could never be known as Amor Hilton. I was always King Cotton's grandaughter. Always! And I never knew who liked me for me and not for me being who I'm related too. So it was pretty hard. Every interview(If anyone can cite a single one of these alleged interviews, I implore you, PLEASE) I went on only really had one question, and they were usually about my grandpa. So I guess that it was one day I woke up and decided I wanted to be Amor Hilton and not King Cotton's grandaughter. So I went on a quest for my OWN fame on my OWN terms. I was already grown up and only 13! I wish I didn't grow up so fast. But I felt like school was just like something every person my age had to do, when it actually wasen't needed to begin with. I was ready to WORK. I lost my virginity already, I was drinking and hanging out with 20 year olds on a daily basis." TRANSLATION: I want you to think I was a mess because most successful people in Hollywood are, but I will describe it as an undesirable situation to make it seem even more fabulously decadent. Fame struck her just as she wanted it too. She was an Actress, a DJ & a model. Years passed, and all was well. Until... "When, I was reading a message board of my grandfather's fans... and I saw they were talking about me, so of course curious I read what they had to say. And one person said 'Oh he has a grandaughter?' and this person said back 'Yeah the chubby blonde one, Amor.' So then I was just like CHUBBY?! I'm Chubby? I never heard that in my life and it never crossed my mind so I got up and looked at myself in the mirror...and even though I was at a good weight... that comment just crushed my ego and spirit and I felt fat no matter what. And then I felt like everytime my grandma or house keepers looked at me... that's all they saw." Amor developed a temporary eating disorder and ended up in a rehab facility in Malibu. Idiot wanna-bes consider rehab glamorous, so how could "Amor" NOT claim to have gone?? "It was so hard. I'm natrually 5"2 and still am, and the healthy weight for that is like 107. Before my Disorder I was 112. And after my Disorder I was 94 pounds. I lied to my Therapist I had at the Rehab, to make him believe I was recovered... And just do it again, and again, and again and again...." Amor struggled with Anorexia for one year. Then finally on her birthday, she was well mentally and physically. "By that time her reputation was ruined. Everyone at school would say what an Anorexic Whore she is and s*** and there was nothing I could do about it." "Amor" has spent a lot more time daydreaming about being called anorexic than having anyone say it. Amor's cousin says. "She came home and tried to live a normal life... But everyone lost respect for her. So she just took an exam to graduate High School early, and she did. There was nothing left for her to do, exceapt occasionally do photoshoots, or shows, and then just Party the rest of her time." Only 8 months after being out of Rehab, Amor became depressed and lonely, leading to a drinking problem. "I had no reason to feel lonely. I was a Hollywood Starlet. She's joking, right? She's definitely joking. That's what everyone thought. But in truth; I was just a lonely depressed sex-crazed teenager." "As I was laying in bed, and my birthday ended... It was just a wake up call. I was going to be missing out on New Years and my birthday and probably Valentine's Day... and nobody felt sorry for me, I was just being stupid. I wanted to be successful, but instead I just laid in bed, mentally-ill & gaining a bad reputation while losing my friend's and family's respect. I wanted fame, and a classy image, and success. Which I did. It took a long *** time but I did it. But still to this day, I'm still trying to live it down. It seems peoples memories always keep the past and disregard the future." A life of misery, happiness, fame & failure: to sadness to being on top of the world, has repeated itself countless times but she'll "never stop". After landing a role on Disney's "Hannah Montana", following the foot steps of her Cousin Nicholai, in having a clothing line, modeling for Burning Denim and much more... She's still on a role.I guess she meant "roll". And we'll always be with her. Where does one BEGIN ridiculing? NO ONE has the time necessary analyze every laughable detail of this. Can we just laugh at her claiming to be Paris Hilton's bilingual cousin from Israel and leave it at that for now? |
