BAM [vicious]

theres just something about life that i have fallen in love with. maybe its the small and large maracles that i witness daily. something about the magic i found hidden in the warmth of the air. people changing, constantly changing, trees growing, new life... tearing down gaurds, taking off sleeves, sprouting and planting happiness. i re-established myself. one with the world. yes, the world. the world that has hidden meanings. the world that has mysteries like the deep sea and space and wind. the same world with unseen attractions like love or the tides and gravity. i am one with poverty, fame, hate, love, expression, free-will, life, which coexists both wildly and domestically...peace and war...freedom and no freedom at all... i have sat and wondered for so long, "where do i fit?"..."where is my place in this...?" i HAVE in fact found answers.... i have all the answers i need, HERE. yes, here. who wouldve thought that a lifetime of question and self loathing, a lifetime of wondering, 'if i had a place at all'.... had the answers all along? here! i am a defendent of life. my life. and the passion i have found within it. in myself, in work, in my friends, my family... people i know, people i would like to know. everything and everyone.... i have passion for you, for me... everything. i must get back to enjoying life and living freely. dont waste this life. you can always change.