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Age: 19
Gender: F
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Member Since:
04/27/2008
Last Login:
07/08/2009
Location:
North Olmsted, OH
My Mood:  
Funny
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Status: 
Married

Orientation: 
Gay

Ethnicity: 
Caucasian

Religion: 
Atheist

Occupation: 
ex-vet tech.

Hometown:
lakewood

Language:
English

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“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.”
I am Here for: 
I want to meet everyone. People not like me, people like me. I want to go out when its dark and parade in the streets. I want to soak up the sun. I want to get out of this shell that has been cramping me! No longer feel embarrassed, if i want to sing, well, i will sing. I want to say "yes" more. We only live once! I want to do things and see things that people only ever experience when they watch t.v. Stuff that isnt in the norm. But not to rebel against the norm...to simply live to the fullest. For me. Not in spite...of the world, or the norm or anyone else. I want to sing on rooftops, i want to skydive, i want to make my mark, leave a dent in society! gah! i have to go! the internet is wasting my precious sunlight!!!!

Hobbies: 
My instruments, girls, writing, dance, painting, sketching, skateboarding, sunsets, life.

Favorite Movies: 
hard candy, bound, anchorman, eternal sunshine, thank you for smoking, the united states of leland, moulin rouge, rent, crash, the titanic, natural born killers, gus van sants last days, the heart is decietful above all things........ummmm i LOVE movies........my list would be too fucking long

Favorite TV Shows: 
paris hilton`s bff. haha and the bachlorette currently

Favorite Music: 
wow....everything

Favorite Books: 
angels and demons, twilight, define normal, speak, idk i havent read many books.

I Love: 
music, cuddling, swimming, writing poetry, sunsets, my instruments, sketching, painting, tattoos, peircings, naps, taco bell, marlboro menthols, sharing my bed. i love a lot of things.....i could go one forever.

I Hate: 
carrots
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theres just something about life that i have fallen in love with. maybe its the small and large maracles that i witness daily. something about the magic i found hidden in the warmth of the air. people changing, constantly changing, trees growing, new life... tearing down gaurds, taking off sleeves, sprouting and planting happiness. i re-established myself. one with the world. yes, the world. the world that has hidden meanings. the world that has mysteries like the deep sea and space and wind. the same world with unseen attractions like love or the tides and gravity. i am one with poverty, fame, hate, love, expression, free-will, life, which coexists both wildly and domestically...peace and war...freedom and no freedom at all... i have sat and wondered for so long, "where do i fit?"..."where is my place in this...?" i HAVE in fact found answers.... i have all the answers i need, HERE. yes, here. who wouldve thought that a lifetime of question and self loathing, a lifetime of wondering, 'if i had a place at all'.... had the answers all along? here! i am a defendent of life. my life. and the passion i have found within it. in myself, in work, in my friends, my family... people i know, people i would like to know. everything and everyone.... i have passion for you, for me... everything. i must get back to enjoying life and living freely. dont waste this life. you can always change.
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