snorexxcore

hey there i'm brielle, i'll just tell it how it is, trust is hard for me to find in someone. i have a hard time opening up to people because everytime i do i just keep getting let down, and hurt. so i just try and avoid it, but it still hurts. i'm confident in myself, although i'm aware that i'm not the skinniest or the prettiest. but who would you be to try and tell me that i should think less of myself because of it? i think i have a pretty great personality, as long as your on my good side that is. although some people might dissagree, i know i've fuckeup in the past with a lot of friends.. i'm trying to bring out the better in me so far it's working pretty well. i live for change. i've only been in love once.i have 4 bestfriends :i'm employed, flying solo, black hair with green eyes. there are very few people that i actually trust, and if you've earned my trust, believe me, you mean the world to me. Maybe some rumors are true, or maybe, they're as fake as the people starting them. But in life if you don't stand for something, you will fall for everything; and if you keep trying to be everything you're not, you'll end up missing out on ,everything you were meant to be. you learn over time to love who you are, maybe not all of who you are, but if you can take one aspect of yourself, and really love it, then i think you've succeeded as a person. i have loved another with all my heart, i don't care what anyone says, you fall in love when you meet that person, waiting until you're older to find that person, it's silly, you find them when you find them, and i want nothing more than that person. right now, my life revolves around any thing other than me, friends, family, music, thats my life. i have a plan, and it's in motion. Fate determines who walks into your life. It's up to you to determine who you let walk away, who you want to stay, who you refuse to let go. Goodbyes make you think. They make you realize what you have, what you've lost, & what you've taken for granted "things are going to get really bad before they get any better"