yesterday was hilarious.. (your faggot ass mother makes me laugh so much) anywhoo... *she catches you smoking pot in "her" house* shes like WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THIS IS HANNAHS HOUSE? HAHAHAH. she knows whats up.

dude okay so i am BORED as fuck like the kind of bored you are when you actually feel like shooting yourself in the head. wow. i want to find something to do but i am too lazy to do anything. so basically you are going to be hanging out with aly today which reminds my stupid ass to call you about something.. i wish i could call you and you would ACTUALLY... you know... ANSWER YOUR PHONE! dammit. would if i am dying? and you never fucking answer your phone. goooood lord. well i am going to die if your phone doesnt stop ringing like seriously do you have an answering machine? i dont think ive ever heard it. hahahahaha. i am going to stay on the phone until i do. i have it on speaker ringing. maybe you will answer during this process. hmmm.. i dont think so. I am going to find something to do like REALLY fast. REALLY REALLY FAST. I think I am going to ask Nichole if she wants to go shopping with me. hahahaha. SOOOOO yah. I am going to go get her. THANKS FOR NOT ANSWERING YOUR FUCKING PHONE. <3

IM LIVE, GET IN THURRR. I FEEL LIKE IVE GOT LOTS TO TELL YOU ABOUT.

send me something on msn im still awake but my msn icon wont come up is your cam working?

okay so i fell alseep at like 8 oclock. i took a bunch of meds so i could numb my body because usually the feeling feels good. but i was in the dark listening to my music trying to take a nap peacefully. i kept having these crazy images where i was actually seeing people standing over me. my heart would start racing. i started to cry because i actually thought that someone was over me going to kill me. then i hid under my blanket and completley just passed out. as i was passed out i had a dream that i woke up and i was laying next to this guy i am always talking to that lives real far away, and we were talking all of the sudden the doorbell rang in my dream and i started screaming and woke up screaming. this was by far the craziest experience of my life! oh my lord. hahahah

forgot to mention i love you in that last one! oops.. how could i forget?

you dont even know how much it kills me knowing that you are like fifteen minutes away from me right now and i have no car to get to you. dammit :( i hate being here. ive got nothing here. yay for our SENIOR year :) hahaha <3 i love thiissss. i really wish those boys that you saw today would have came and got me. i have been making lame ass videos today to put on this shit and watch in my spare time :) hahahah i am probably the only person who will ever veiw them but its all good because i am very interested in watching myself.. i guess. hah. i really badly want something really good to eat right now.. actually i wasnt thinking of eating anything until i wrote that. oh shit holly just signed on msn. hahahah FAGGOT. anyways... lauren is such a monster. i bet i could still like deck her. :) even though she is like seven feet tall. haahhaha. i am waiting for some video to upload but it takes forever. like twenty minutes! i am listening to some song that reminds me of jesse and ian. because this one day we were driving out to breakneck and we were all ripped as fuck.. and jesse kept screaming about how he wanted the song pacman on crack by bloodhound gang.. he kept going like this *PACMAN PACMAN PACMAN* hahah.. and lance was there but i dont really like speaking of lance because it makes me feel like a loser. hahaha. <3 i miss going out to breakneck. its such a nice place to be.. i wouldnt even mind going out there by myself. next summer is going to be bawmb as helllll. CALIFORNIA HERE WE COMMEEEE. anywhoo.. im going to make something REALLY good that I can eat to shreds :) talk to you soon chicka.

good comment :) anyways it was good talking to you all night last night.. my nana is at work so shes not going to be able to run me to appelton... i have no way to get there at all :( dammit. i just started a fire in my room.. from a cigarette.. hahahah im such a dumbass.. serioulsy. i was going to go to some fair thing.. but i turned it down because.. i dont know why i turned it down.. oh yeah.. because i know that if i go people are going to buy me food and i really just dont need that right now :) hahaha. i cut my hair last night and kind of fucked it up a little bit but whatever, who do i have to impress besides you. dallas weimer wont leave me alone.. he really must want to get laid. hahahahahha. whoo does he think i am? hahahah. anywhoo.. i am going to go take a shower and get ready for basically nothing. :) love you chicka

UH OH IM BACK WHATCHU GON DO NOW? MMKAY... SO IVE BEEN LISTENING TO ALL MY FAVORITE CLASSICS TODAY.. BRINGING BACK TONS OF MEMORIES.. GOOD AND BAD. :) ACTUALLY THEY WERE ALL GOOD CONSIDERING WE WERE HIGH AS FUCK EVERYDAY OF OUR LIVES TOGETHER. YOUR THE CUTEST THING THAT I EVER DID SEE, I REALLY LOVE YOUR PEACHES WANT TO SHAKE YO TREE... LOVEY DOVEY LOVEY DOVEY ALL THE TIME. OOHHEY BABY I SURE SHOW YOU A GOOD TIME :) --STEVE MILLER BAND <3 YOU KNOW HOW WE DO. I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS LIKE 5 YEARS OLD MY DAD WOULD SING THAT SONG TO ME IN THE CAR BECAUSE HE HAD THE TAPE OF IT, AND WE WOULD PLAY IT SOOO LOUD. I BET YOU HAVE REALLY AMAZING MEMORIES WITH YOUR DAD.. ACTUALLY I KNOW YOU DO BECAUSE YOU WOULD TELL ME ABOUT THEM. BUT IVE COME TO REALIZE THAT I HAVE NEVER HAD ANY GOOD MEMORIES WITH MY MOM REALLY... MAYBE LIKE FUNNY THINGS HAPPEN WHEN SHES AROUND (RARELY) BUT NOTHING LIKE... CARING TOWARDS ME? HAHAHAH I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT AND IT SOUNDS GAY.. HAH. HAVE YOU SEEN THE A MILLI MUSIC VIDEO? I DONT THINK LIL WAYNE LOOKS AS GOOD IN THAT VID. I DONT THINK HES THAT ATTRACTIVE.. I JUST LOOOOOOVE HIS PERSONALITY. YOU KNOW.. IM THINKING I AM GOING TO CALL YOU AND SING SOMETHING TO YOU SOMETIME TODAY. WHERE THE CASH AT? OH SHIT... GUESS WHAT!?!?!!? I DIDNT GET PAID TODAY... BECAUSE I FORGOT TO WAKE UP THIS MORNING. YEAH FFUCK. SO NOW I HAVE TO WAIT. FUCKING SHIT SHIT SHIT. I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO BECAUSE I ABSOLULTY SPENT ALL OF MY MONEY... DUDE ITS FUCKING FRIDAY AND IM SITTING HERE WRITING COMMENTS TO YOU... I NEED TO GET A LIFE :) ILL COMMENT TO YOU WHEN I FIND ONE <3

OKAY. SO I THINK I AM GOING TO BE THE ONLY PERSON COMMENTING YOU FOR A WHILE SEEING AS YOU ONLY HAVE TWO FRIENDS. ANYWAYS... UMM I AM IN THE PROCESS OF CLEANING MY ROOM BUT YOU KNOW HOW I AM WHEN I THINK I AM GOING TO DO SOMETHING, I ALWAYS GET SIDETRACKED. YOU KNOW THIS BECAUSE IT HAPPENS WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER. ANYWHO, I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT WHAT OUR LIVES WILL BE LIKE WHEN WE ARE OFF PAPERS. NEXT SUMMER IS GOING TO BE BAMB AS FUCK. (I DIDNT WRITE "BOMB" HOW IT SHOULD BE WRITTEN BECAUSE I ACTUALLY SAY IT LIKE "BAWM") HAHAHA. ITS GETTING DARK OUTSIDE. :( MY WEBCAM GOT ALL FUCKED UP BECAUSE I TRIED TO WASH IT AND SEE IF IT WOULD BE CLEARER.. DUMB IDEA. WHATTEVVV THOUGH WHO WANTS TO SIT HERE ON STICKAM ALL DAY ANYWAYS? DEFINITLY NOT ME, BUT WHEN YOU ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE I GUESS ITS ALRIGHT TO BE ON. HA<3 NICHOLE TOTALLY LEFT ME AND DID NOT TELL ME WHERE SHE WAS GOING SO IM STUCK HERE ALONE. DID YOU KNOW THAT THEY LIMIT YOU ON THESE COMMENTS? LAME. IMMA CHECK IF I CAN SEND ALL OF THIS.. AND IF NOT IM WRITING ANOTHER BECAUSE I JUST DONT WANT TO CLEAN. :)

HAHAHA. <3 UMM I AM GOING TO SMOKE A CIGARETTE WHILE I WRITE THIS. ANYWHOO... IM NOT GETTING OFF OF PAPERS IN SEPTEMBER ANYMORE. THEY DECIDED THAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH WITH THE YEAR. SO I WONT BE GETTING OFF UNTIL MARCH ELEVENTH, WHICH I THINK IS GAY AS HELL! WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO DO UNTIL THEN? I THINK PEOPLE THAT ARENT ON PAPERS TAKE THERE LIVES FOR GRANTED AND THEN THE PEOPLE WHO ARE ON PAPERS CANT WAIT TIL THEY GET OFF SO THEY CAN DO EVERYTHING ALL OVER AGAIN... BUT THIS TIME DO IT RIGHT AND NOT GET CAUGHT. YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYING? SHIITT WHEN I GET OFF PAPERS I AM DEFINITLY NOT GOING TO STOP DOING THE THINGS THAT I LIKE TO DO BECAUSE ITS JUST NOT WORTH IT. HOW DO YOU CELEBRATE WITHOUT ALCOHAL OR MARIJUANA OR MAYBE EVEN PILLS? HMM... MEGAN SECRETLY... I LIKE THREE BOYS RIGHT NOW. BUT LETS JUST KEEP THAT BETWEEN YOU AND I BECAUSE ONE OF THEM THINKS THAT I AM A REALLY BIG SLUT... AND THATS EXACTLY WHY HE WONT DATE ME. BUT I DONT THINK THATS JUST IT.. I THINK HES INSECURE.. AND THATS WHY I HAVE TO OPEN MYSELF TO OTHER OPTIONS, RIGHT? THERE IS DEFINITLY NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT IF YOU ARE NOT DATING THE PERSON. PLUS I LOVE BEING SINGLE. SINGLE IS JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR FREEDOM. OKAY SO I NEED SOME BOB MARLEY UP IN THIS BITCH.. and i need to pee. I WANT TO SMOKE A CIG RIGHT NOW BUT I KNOW THAT IF I DO IT WILL MAKE ME REAL DROWSY... BUT IT JUST SOUNDS SOO GOOD. SATURDAY NIGHT I WILL BRING YOU A PACK IF I GET GAS MONEY TO DRIVE DOWN THERE. SOOO UMM.. I AM GOING TO EXTREMLY CLEAN MY ROOM TODAY.. BECAUSE I REALLY NEED TO. ALL OF MY CLOTHES ARE PILED ON THE FLOOR. THIS DESK HAS MAKEUP ALL OVER IT. AND BASICALLY... LOTS OF SCHOOL SUPPLIES IS ON THE FLOOR AND SHOES. HAHHAHA MY ROOM SMELLS REAL GOOD RIGHT NOW.. BUT I AM GOING TO DESTROY THAT AND SMOKE A CIG. HAHAHA<3 I WILL WRITE MORE IN A LIL BIT. LOVE YOU SUNSHINE.

i think saturday night i might get some gas money and take a drive home :) i hate noot having money <3

hahahaha i know i remember that and ... being at the mall getting those shirts but i dont remember actually being there i just remember we got those cute shirts :) hahahah

damn they are still loading? hahahaha i was just watching that video of us at BLACK Isaiahs house its soooo HELLarious

do this... where it says edit media click that and then it will say "edit photos" and there should be an upload form there. :) they im pretty sure you can default.