I've had a pretty rough life growing up, and still to this day. There are a million and one things that you won't understand about me. I tend to hold my feelings in, because I've never had anyone to listen to me. I figure that makes it easier for everyone else. Besides that, I'm very laid back. Coffee and a cigarette will cure anything. I've very loud and out-going, it takes awhile for people to get used to it. I'll say exactly what's on my mind, whether it's nice or not, and I won't give a shit what you think. Earning my trust is a pretty hard thing to do. My whole life I've had people just walk all over me and take advantage. Back then I was way too nice. I cry a lot, sometimes I have no idea why I'm actually doing it. I look for love in all the wrong places, and find myself getting hurt eveytime. I've had my heart broken way too many times, and I'm over it. If I give you my heart, which is rare, don't take it for granted. I put my all into relationships and found nothing but a relationship that is one-sided. There hasn't been anyone worth being with, and no one to prove to me that guys aren't all the same. I'm a sweetheart and a good listener, if you've known me longer than 5 mins. you will find that out. I don't dress to impress, I dress for me. Like I said your opinion is shit to me. Unless of course I like you. If you want to know the real me, I suggest you ask questions. I hate talking about myself.