| random-ness is the best-ness so love it to die and be happy hide and seek... so i pick back up here. i have a job now at Vans. i love having a job! and i spend my days sober. no longer wanting the High. a bad trip drove me there but im there. and my mind feels not so lost with the days just a little hazed. kinda makes me wonder what i did to myself... but something for me yet. Life is scary and sometimes thats the best meds to be your self. it can hold you back if thought wrong, but just maybe for me it saved something. im not as alone as i felt once before. i can feel that now. and i guess people remember me from school more then i would have guessed. Guys can be stupid and most are but there are Great ones out there. just have to sift them out. Same with girls. or i should just say People. Love is hard to make, keep, controll ----->; (like you could ever do such a thing...) but Up and Downs come and go. just know what you want and try not to lose it. Random it all is and i might be the only one that knows why. So try ... or don't... it should be Fine. I Love You! and it might not show. but in me... its there... No you can't Look. thats to hard. Find me crying over what seems Nothing. so Lets talk and share... if you know what to say you may Find me Going Fast, but not to fast. Happy i get to talk. sad i get when not hurd, but why would i not? when i wasted them on it. so i find to say don't try. if you have to try it might not be real. or maybe it comes off to Real. so one day i found my self on the Upside of the bed only to say Down! Coming out as words Upside Down!!! it happens to the best maybe??? Stop if you understand it could mean you Read Minds... for im not sure if a singel thought was said all the way in this. yet on i still go. when i sleep i find weird places, fights, flying, and oh much more. when a kid it was Big trucks i drove now i don't drive at all. when i change that i will be soooo happy. where i stay is the same from a kid. i also will be happy to change that! i think i wish No one was Stupid. that would make things Better! you should have laughed, I did. A Dream can take you so Far! ask me 2 times or 3. and maybe you can know. try not to give it all up. but don't hold back. this stuff is hard and no where near a Game. Hit it up once more. wait for the Fall. if it breaks it might be weak. only Might be... Then even the strong will go sometime. No Stop to the End. |
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