I'm Tina, I'm 18 and I love to swim, I horseback ride, I sew, I do a lot of things, but only if they are fun for me. I love music, but who doesn't? I'm a crazy little girl, and loving it. I am adopted, I was born in Missouri. I have an adopted brother who is 16 years older than me. I like to look at pictures of almost anything. I randomly have urges to rip peoples eyes out and put them in a jar. I regret many things including ever being born. Music saves my soul, and so can you. I hurt people unintentionally. I want to make my own clothes. I want a career in fashion. People say I have a good singing voice, sometimes I beg to differ. Now a days it seems that all I do is hurt. I don't like it when people get close to me or touch me or even look at me, but I can't help it if people look at me unless I rip their eyes out. I have awful mood swings. I get frightened easily, unless something really serious is on my mind, then I start to zone out. I have a child's mind. I act like a child. I cry easily. I am a cutter, but I do not mean to do it for attention. I punish myself for everything. I'm apologetic. It's my nature to be sorry. I'm interested in everything. My favorite creatures are butterflies. I believe that there is a God and that I hope to see him one day.