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i am human, you are human. our minds were meant to simply interpret, to break things down, and to categorize everything that we know. we live in a world where abstract has become a deconstructed idea merely handed to us. programmed to have, and follow, a certain concept of reality, we are limiting ourselves. at the rate things are going, i'm a strong believer that it's necessary to look out of my own eyes. i'm lavie. literally speaking, i am young. but to me, experience is age. despite what you've assumed, i'm courteous, and friendly. i'm comfortable with who i am turning out to be, although it did take a lot of struggle for me to get here. my regrets have helped me recognize the mistakes that i will not make again, and in my opinion they're crucial in order to let go of the past. i have no religion, and being religious is something that i never want to take part in. i don't believe in silly things like karma because life isn't fair. i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder at a young age, and it affects my day to day life in ways that you may have never guessed. no matter how many people there are that have tried to tell me that i have a perfect life when i've denied it, i truly don't. nor do i have a bad life at all. though i have a delicate exterior, i am very strong on the inside. i am a good friend, but if you ever mess it up between us, it is a whole different story. i can keep grudges for a long while, but i will always have a good reason for it. i'm optimistic for the most part, it takes a lot to break me down. people find it easy to not like me, though they usually can't come up with one actually logical reason for it. i'm not going to chase you off, and i'm not going to beg you for approval, you either like me or not and we can keep it mutual. i live in dupo, illinois. a podunk little town that can easily be passed up in the blink of an eye, but i live less than ten minutes from st. louis missouri, and if it were my choice, i would rather be living there. i love the rush you get when standing on a city sidewalk staring up and the tall buildings block your view of the sky. i have an amazing family, a mom and a stepdad, two big sisters, and a big brother. i have a bestfriend, jessica. without those six people, i precisely just wouldn't be here. i care so much for my friends that i would try my hardest to give them the world if they desired it. i enjoy meeting new people. i have been told that i am skilled at manipulating my appearance, i can pretty much look completely different everyday if i wanted. i'm irish, german, cherokee, thai, and lao. but i'm in all probability the most whitest asian person you'll ever know. financially, i fail because i can't go to the mall without buying everything that catches my eye. i'm interested in the human structure, but i am above all intrigued by hands, they're beautiful. i believe that you can primarily find out a person by studying their hands. i know that it is sort of weird, but that's just the way that i see it. you can almost always find me with a green tea in one hand, and my phone or a book in the other. i'm usually mellow and laid back, but don't underestimate my ability to party and have fun. if myspace weren't a way to communicate with people who don't have phones, i would delete mine, plain and simple. i guess that is all that i have to say for now. bottom line, just figure me out, you won't regret it. i have a man, his name is randy. he's gorgeous, and perfect. no other male will ever amount to him. |
