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i hate writing profile messages. when i try to say it all, i never get to the point and i always end up babbling about dumb shit. however when i try to make it quick, it ends up looking like the personal quote on an aol profile: "if u wanna kno, just ask!" nevertheless, i'm TRiP. i sk8. i'm asexual --- yes, no sex (by choice). see how long that holds up.
i sk8 the miniramp. it's like a wooden wave that you can't drown in. sadly, i suck on video. i attribute that to my ever-present self doubt. but i'm working on that, as well.
hanging out with my friends is a beautiful thing. rita, lex, mj and zo are my favourites. they never let me down...and they're always around. connie's cool, too...when she comes around. hey, i'm not a pill-popper --- i just understand some of my social faults and have found a way to ease the edge for the time being.
...speaking of my social faults, one seems to be prevalent in every aspect of life for me -- tolerance. i'm like the complete opposite of a social deviant, in my opinion. i live an anti-confrontational existence and i will do anything for a compromise. i'm not a pacifist; life is just too short to hold grudges. aside from that, i can't devote so much brainpower to remembering insignificant events that only rekindle hardship and hard feelings.
another aspect of me in synesthesia. it's beautiful thing to enjoy. the hardest thing for me to do was to learn how to enjoy it. i see music. i hear colors...and i can taste pain and pleasure. it's the best thing ever.
i'm sure i missed something...but if it's important i'll remember it and delete this whole thing and start all over. really. in the meantime, let's all enjoy some pink floyd and antidepressants.
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