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In memory of steven cruzan
My Father
7/29/1960- 01-29-2009
Rest in peace,
My dearly departed.
Even though you're an angel now,
You're still my loving father.
Wind flows through your hair,
As you soar high and free.
I love you, Daddy,
Rest in peace,
My guardian who's always watching.
I hear you whisper in my ear.
I feel your wings shielding me.
Clouds are your pillows
And the sky is your blanket.
I love you Daddy, with all my heart
And I'm sorry I wasn't there in the end.
Heaven is your home now,
Listen to God carefully.
I love you, Daddy,
R.I.P.
::Steven cory Cruzan::
::My Father::
Past Away at five thiis Morning
If You Guys Diddnt Know,7 1/2 MonthsAgo,
He Was In A Tragic off roading Accident,
And Was Paralyzed From The Neck
Down.
He he had a stronge will to live and he wasent the type to just give up but when he had to leave rehabilitation and go back into the hospital ,
I Should Of Saw It Coming,But I Didnt.
and weel thiis morning His Kidneys Started To Fail On Him,
And It Led To HisHeart Going Out,
He Flat Lined Once,And They Brought Him
Back For Two Min,And BAM!!He Just Died.
so they told us
ii dont know WhatTo Think,Idk What To Do.
The
Tears Just Keep Coming,They Wont Stop.
, it isent fair every one i love keeps passing away,
I Regret Everything,
Not goiing to See Him when ii had the chance,
not calliing him liike ii should have,
Im Blameing Myself SO Much Right Now,
Im Beating My Self Up Inside,
I Know I Shouldnt,But Iam,i feel like a horrible daughter i wish i could have gone and lived with hiim instead of comeing home with my mother like he wanted me to
If I Could Only Say I Love
You One More Time,I Would Take Back
Everything,just to hear his voice againJust To See Him Right Now,Just To Give Him A Kiss,A Hug,i was always such a daddys girl mainly cause he loved me unconditonially and never once layed a hand on me,
ANYTHING!!!I Miss Him SOOO Much,
He Meant Soo Much To Me,
Iii dont know What To Do,Now iim Stuck
Wiith A piece Of Shit,Tweaked Out Mom,
Who Doesnt Give Two Shits About Me or my brothers and siisters not even enought to clean up her act and be here for us riite now...
I Know I Was On Hiis Mind,And He Was On
Mine. me and my bro are the exact splittying immage of hiim we look like hiima nd act liike hiim haha even have the same fiits as hiim.every tiime ii look iin the miirror ii see hiim....
What Kills Me The Most Is,
He Died Alone,NO ONE was There,
At All.How FUCKED Up Is That......He Needed His Kids There,
And We Werent,Why?
Cause Our Piece Of Shit Mom
WOuldnt Let Us.....You Know What I have To Say To My Mom,
You Got WHat you Wanted,You ALways
Wanted The Muther Fucker To Die,
Well Guess What,Hes Dead,So you
Happy Now??HUH huh!
Im Not Writing This To Get Sympthy,
Im Writing It Cause i needed To Get
This Out,So Please Dont Talk Shit,
I Need SOmeone To Confort Me,
Honestly I do.I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT,I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR MY BABY PIICTURES AND LAST PIICTURES HIISTARIICALLY ALL MORNIING...MY BOY FRIIEND AND MY BROTHER HAVE EVEN BOUGHT ME FLOWERS TO TRY AND HELP but nothing is going to make me feel better iim stiil not over my grandma or chevy so i dont know how this is going to pan out.
Words To My Dad;;
ii LOVE YOU,AND ALWAYS WiiLL.iill always be your lil fissy pissy lou lou and you baby giirl and ii just hope you watch over me and my famiily please help my mother get better and make her be there for us.
YOU DiiD MEAN ALOT TO
ME,AND ALWAYS WiiLL
PLEASE DONT HATE ME
,I KNOW YOU DIED ALONE,TRUST
ME IM BEATIN MY SELF UP INSIDE
ii dont know WHAT TO DO,IM IN tiiffanys ROOM CRYING,
WRITING THIS ABOUTYOU
I GUESS SHIT HAPPENS? you get up and get over iit
HA,THATS WHAT
YOU WOULD ALWAYS SAY TO ME. but ii dont think ii can just pick my self up and get over it this time daddy this time iits going to leave a scar for liife and iit wiill always hurt....
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