my name is natalie.
i like who i am.
i love animals.
my friends couldnt be more amazing.
im a bit of a tomboy.
but i love feeling pretty and girly sometimes.
im big on first impressions.
i have a wonderful life.
MY LIGHT IS ULTRAVIOLENT
AND ICE COLD WHEN YOU'RE DENIED IT
ASK ME ANYTHING. GET TO KNOW ME.
im just your average girl. only have a few friends i actually trust. i care about a ton of people who dont care at all about me. ive pretty much lost everyone i love. i dont party. i dont drink. i dont smoke. im emotional. im pretty much permanently heartbroken. im not super skinny.... i have hips. im artistic. i dont hold things inside. if i am upset, i will cry. i am going to school to become a social worker. i am always taken advantage of. im too nice and im too caring. im too good a girlfriend, which is usual my downfall. im confident, which is usually why most girls dont like me. i am a very friendly person, so if you see me, come talk to me. im forever single. i always give my heart to the wrong people. i have head a very difficult past. i have a unique style. my dogs are the only ones that i know will always love me. if you are being an asshole i will tell you. im an awesome person, so dont write me off.
Hi Natalie. How are you doing today? I read what you said about yourself in your profile. Sounds a lot like me. Sometimes I also feel like I give it my all and get nothing in return, but I'm trying my best to look past that. You are a very beautiful and attractive girl Natalie, and don't let anyone else tell you differently. Also, I commend you for choosing not to drink alcohol and smoke cigarettes. I should know because I gave into that kind of stuff just like everyone else to fit in. Now, i choose to make my own path of nonconformity and choose to be who i want to be, not who the world thinks i should be. The only advice I can give, from someone who had clinical depression for 9 years, is that find hope and faith for something better that's just over the horizon. Smile, not just for me, but for yourself also. Ok? Thank you Natalie.
--Johnny
P.S. If you are religious at all, this bible verse helped me tremendously. Proverbs 16:3.
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