violentservant

first i just want to say that i am honored that you actually took the time to read the about me section of my profile... usually people just browse profiles and leave. but you decided that you actually wanted to get to know me. that rocks! welcome to my profile. hope general look is pleasing to your eye... let me know if it causes any eyestrain. lol. anyway, lets get to the about me part of this. my name is patrick. i was born in washington state at madigan hospital on fort lewis. yes, my father was in the military. my parents divorced when i was three years old, so i do not really remember what exactly happened, but i have a general idea of it because of what i have heard from various family members. i have three brothers and three sisters, a stepmother, a stepfather, a mother, and a father. two of the siblings are step, one is half blooded, and the other three are full blood. i try and be as good of a person as possible but i have come to the realization that there is no way anyone could ever be perfect... and that if we were all perfect, we would all be the same. i have realized that i am insignificant, and truly not good, therefore i turn to jesus. i had a hard time in middle school when i became very sick. i had mono for four months and then whooping cough for two more months. during this time period i became depressed and thought about ending my life. that is no longer ever a thought in my mind at all whatsoever at any timeperiod. luckily, i did not end it because i now know that there are people who truly love me. but, i dont think that i completely understand the entirety of love. even though i have been through multiple relationships where i have thought i have been in love, it always ended up being conditional... which is in fact, not love at all.





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