Just when you thought you had me all sorted out, chances are you probably never met the me you should have met to begin with. Chances are I'll be a riddle you can never crack. I'm an easy person to get to know, but a complex person to understand. I have no idea what I'm doing, what I want, or where I'm going, and I'm okay with that. I'm vicious and my heart is made of fuckin steel. Not because I can't love, but because it has become impossible to defeat. I have become indestructible and will probably become more as the days roll by. I'm still in search of finding myself and I feel like I'm looking in all the wrong places. I overlook everything that is below the standards I have created for myself. I'm in no rush to grow up, I'm still very much a little girl at heart. I am probably one of the nicest girls' you'll ever meet but push me in the wrong direction, I could be the biggest bitch. Many people have come and gone in my life, but only a few have left a lasting impression. I have a big heart. I bet anything I could make you smile when you're sad. I have been through a lot, but have done even more, yet I regret nothing. People will fail you, and people will love you. I'm so hurt, but I smile anyways. I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I am easily entertained, and even more easily amused. I follow my heart more often than my brain. I love singing. I will give you my heart if yours is broken. I'm not afraid to take chances. What's supposed to happen, will happen, the best things are unexpected. My name is Amanda, I am a Senior at Bowie High School, and there's not much to me.trials and tribulations make me who i am. grow from every experience i come in contact with. i am breaking the mold i will not be broken.