I’m a very intuitive person and have a tendency to see right through people. I can easily tell if someone has malicious intent and I have no issues with booting them out of my inner circle at any given time. I’ve been betrayed an awful lot by many different people in the past couple of years, and I am very careful. It’s exactly as they say; “Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer.” I try my best to steer clear of drama, but drama always finds its way to me as much as I try to avoid it. I’m very friendly when I’m in a comfortable atmosphere. I can make friends very easily, but I’m also very careful when doing so. I care for my friends deeply and I appreciate them as much as I appreciate my family. My true friends have always been there for me, and nothing can replace or come close to that. I will stand up for my friends just as much as I would stand up for myself in any given situation. These are the people who carry me through my hard times and deserve that exact same in return. I love photographs. Memories are a very precious to me, and pictures help me to relive my memories. Remind me of worse times; help me to understand where I have come from and how to learn from my mistakes and misfortunes that have befallen me.

My personality:

* I'm often unaware that I've hurt someone's feelings * I need reassurance and security. I am not always sure of my own value. * I absolutely hate it when people try to get me to "lighten up" * I think I am sometimes unrealistic about my expectations of people and situations. * I sometimes feel negative and often find something to complain about. * In friendships I have a ton of casual friendships but very few good friends. * My ideal lover is confident, strong, and totally loyal to me. * He's protective of me but never controlling. * I need secure guy who can deal with my independence. * When I'm in love, I fall quickly for someone - but fall out of love quickly too. * I need to always feel appreciated, special, and unique. * I dream of the perfect mate even though I am disappointed again and again by people. * I love to philosophize and intellectualize things. * I like company but feel I can be just as happy doing my own thing by myself. * I tend to be a bit of a loner, though I hate to be alone. * I find it very difficult to open up to others and sometimes can be selfish and demanding of others. * I'm occassionally judgmental and intolerant of others. * I tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor. * People sometimes see me as arrogant or a know it all. * I'm an outdoors person, I like animals and relate to them better than people. * I am driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed.

I’ve been called a bitch time to time, some people don’t know how to perceive me. I don’t beat around the bush, I say what needs to be said, honesty first whether it hurts or not. I’m straightforward and can sometimes not think before I speak but only then will you really know how someone feels. I've been screwed over in life to many times and I have a really hard time trusting people time to time. I try not to really get close to people, because those who are close to you are the ones that do the most damage. I try my best not to put myself in a vulnerable position! When my beliefs or feelings are threatened or questioned I can get a little defensive. I'm aware that other people may have different opinions and that's fine, but never belittle mine. For example, I have a really deep, concerned feeling for animals of all kinds. Because I find them to be innocent, indebted, respectful, sympathetic, nonjudgmental, LIVING creatures who, unlike humans, trust again after being abused repeatedly, never think of themselves superior because they own something of higher value, know what's it's like to sacrifice and truly be a family. I don’t expect everyone to feel this way but this ties in with my beliefs, at least respect my feeling. I have a really, really intense hatred for those who lack common sense. It’s quite sickening to see so many uneducated people in this world. There are two things that totally make me flip out is when someone or myself is accused of something that I know is 100% true and when I’m interrupted when trying to make a point in a conversation. I take to mental challenges quite happily. I loved to be tested but not to your pathetic standards!

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when someone tells you you're pretty they're looking at your face. when someone tells you you're hot, they're looking at your body. when someone tells you you're beautiful, they're looking at your heart.

your silence; is suffocating. but your words may be worse.

turn up the music and turn down the drama.

the biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone, who you once had the time of your life with.

behind this innocent smile of mine, lay the words that go unsaid, words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeating in my head

don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs. know that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs. try not to risk it all ; don't stumble ; don't fall. take the time to read the writings on the wall. hold your head high ; don't be afraid to say goodbye. stay true & be you. do everything there is to do. live life to the fullest & never look back - there is a reason for the future & a reason for the past. love til it hurts ; laugh til you cry. and when your life flashes before you before you die, be happy for what you've done, be happy for what you've overcome, & most of all, be proud of what you had become.

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Schizoid |||||||||||||| 54% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 70% Antisocial |||||||||||||| 58% Borderline |||||||||||||||||| 74% Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 66% Narcissistic |||||||||||||||| 62% Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70% Dependent |||||||||||||||| 62% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 46%