I've figured out your simple network of emotions and thoughts right down to the decimal; But sadly, my mind works in fluctuating fractions and never-ending equations with no answers. I'm in a room with no windows, no doors and one source of light directly above my head. You're on the other side, trying to find a way in, that doesn't exist. Don't be sad, its obviously not your fault. It always seems to be nobody's fault. Or perhaps everyone else's fault. You never really can tell these things anymore. Just keep looking and living with the simple knowledge that perhaps someday something might be different, if you're lucky.