Late nights & early mornings. I'm so tired but can't sleep. my thoughts still last longer than any cup of kool-aid I've ever drank, and my mind is up with the fishes. So lost, in a world filled with so many connections, but I assure you, I will be happy one day, one day. my hearts obtuse, my eyes disarray. Nothing's jumbled in some organized fashion anymore, everything's so much more desirable this way. I want to be free, I want to feel wanted and loved, but everything feels so predictable, so constant it doesn't seem right. after everything, I'm so paranoid, so skeptical. Nothing matters, it doesn't matter. gotta move on. gotta stay positive. Trust me. Been there, rocked that. Hi my name's Victoria. I'm a candy coated sinner, yet in silence, I speak volumes.