Bring Me The Horizon, MGMT, Circa Survive, Jonny Craig, Sonny Moore, Carnifex, Suicide Silence, Imogean Heap, Blood On The Dancefloor, Porcelain and The Tramps
my ability to handle whatever i face, is legendary. i’ve fallen out of line, and i honestly haven’t found myself since then. i’ve looked at fear straight in the eyes, and can’t imagine myself any different. i used to be a pretty girl, until ugly people changed me. i’m not wrong, i just made a mistake. i’m not the best at my decisions, but i’ve obviously gone somewhere far in my life with them. i cage every emotion imaginable up, and there isn’t a day in the world that you’d hear my true feelings.
i complain a lot, because i can’t control what i don’t yet have. i lack self motivation. i don't need anyone else, but myself. i trust only myself little but fall into a track of trusting other that shouldn’t be trusted. my past is worse than yours, and i’m still not set to walk these off-minded streets on my own. believe me, i’m only human. i fall just as hard and i’m really not worth getting to know.i'm a changed person. i don't care what people think of me. i don't cry coz someone's talking shit about me. and i don't do things just so people will like me. i've grown into my own person; a proud individual. frankly, i'm proud of who i am. you could never tell me who i am, cause only i know who i am. i'm not a dramatic person, i hold alot of things in. i'm probably a ticking bomb just waiting to explode. i don't let people push me around; and i know when to say "no". one thing that pisses me off, and that would be liars i don't need them in my life nor do i want them to be apart of me. i don't trust anyone including the ones i call my "friends" they'll screw you over in a heart beat.
religion, isn't something i'm big on. believe what you want to believe. it's fine with me. i'm not saying i'm a demon child and i worship the devil, cause that's not just something i do. i'm saying i'm not custom to a religion. i think it's only right for people to have an opinion, and my opinion is to not have a opinion about religion (: really don't judge me about it, cause it's not something you want to argue about with me.
love, never been in it, don't want to be. i'm single; and i'm not looking. boys are a disappointment. and will always screw you over. no matter how much you think they "love you". i'm pretty happy being single coz you don't have to worry anyone but yourself, call it conceited? i call it being smart. i have yet to meet a guy who isn't as much as a female as i am. guys these days expect you to do what they're supposed to do. at the rate i'm going i might as well become a full on lesbian with tina xd untill someone can prove to me that being in a relationship isn't a complete wast of time, i'm fine living how i've been (:
"imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous then boring." -marilyn monroe<3
