I miss you. I miss you so much it fucking hurts. And im not talking "oh...i kind of miss talking to caroline....i'm gonna go eat ice cream and fix it." I mean the, cry from your fucking TOES, deep heavy wretching sobs, miss.
2009 has been such a motherfucking shitty year. Even meeting Megan. I never thought i would honestly say that, but she fucked me up. She fucked me up bad.
I've pushed you, and everyone else i care about away. And I dont know how to fix it. I'm not even sure if i CAN fix it.
I saw this in someone's profile and it made me think =P :3
I don't think distance should ever matter. Wheather you wanna see just a friend who lives 1 hr away, or you really like someone 36 hrs away, don't let distance ever come in the way